Sunday, April 19, 2009 @Sunday, April 19, 2009
2 incidents
On me, tat i have to bear
Tat i had to be shot at.
The addiction of thrill
tat keeps me thinking n thinking
awake or waiting to sleep
Has become tis heavy dark clouds tat weighs on me
How careful u must be
How quick n quick witted u must be
How every shift seems like a war
Fighting got my heart n passion on fire
Now afraid im burnt
To ash.
Wat lit my fire
now seems to be nil but a whole load of stress i tuck in my heart my mind my soul
It is drilling me apart
All e stress i am goin thru
I am biting my nails till it bleeds
...All i merely wanted
was to tell u...
Den i realised
I am, but alone.
never there.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love