Saturday, December 29, 2007 @Saturday, December 29, 2007
Just reach home
n its already 3am!
Damned calls
Damned ppl so bloody rude
Y cant ppl in tis world be a litt nicer?
Will die bein abit nicer?
Fuck..
My blood vessel will burst one day
N tis is making me old everyday
N cutting short my lifespan every day
Nvm..
My taipei is approaching
Good chance for me to take a breather for a row of days
Should i just keep awake n go there at 5m
den sleep?
Or should i slp den go there continue slp
haha..ahh mayb should get some rest first
Cox tom midnite
Sotong small....sotong big...im coming!!
haha
///Somedays i jus close my eyes...count to 3...n hope everythings gonna be alright///
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, December 25, 2007 @Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Xmas Eve!
It got better at e...later..later...later...later part
haha
It was silly ,over something tats nothing
Upset coz i wished i could make it better
But i donno how else
Dinner was very late
I was very very hungry ok
heh haven eaten whole day know
Wat a poor soul
N i was giddy n uncomfortable
Ya wat a timing for xmas eve :(
But damned we got pickpocketed
rite under our very nose!
Donno to laugh or cry
Like we were in a dream
n later at e train station even surreal
My eyes popped up my jaws dropped!!
How can such a thing happened
In my whole life ive never seen n will never see ever again
lol how cute la
Only come from...
I reli laughed till my stomach ached
Ok i wont give more details :)
Drinks n heart to heart talks on e couch with the others
tats warm
Jus spare me e beer belly haha
errr....
N mayb e "wonder wonderful" cuttlefish
lol :p
By the time we called it a day
it was already almost 5 am!
I must have concusion
I woke up to a jump realising it was 4.30 pm!!
Guess coz of e previous day shifts
So today wen by fast
How time passes by so fast isnt it..
Oh wells look forward to new year den
I love my watch! :)
To...all...merry xmas
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, December 24, 2007 @Monday, December 24, 2007
Tis year..
Xmas but i aint feelin all too wonderful
In a corner
It tugs my heart
I am tired from work
workin 2 shifts with min rest between
N it was such a fucked up and long day last nite
It aint too merry
I wished to have dinner together too
But i wont be so thick skin to be there when my presence is not so welcomed
by her
I am one who can be quite unbothered if u wan it
She can rest assured
i don't intend n i dont need "to be there"
e rest can go ahead n enjoy
Ill be in a corner quiet
n im fine
N how sad for e other thing too
When u all matter to me
But trampled on me
I am like a stupid fool
Foolish n damned
I shouldn bother at all
when e other side doesnt even take into mind a thing
Why did i even let it upset me
Are u all gloating n happy to see tat im upset
This is wat i get
When i put in effort
Dont take it for granted
for someday tis will all dissolve
N if tis wats wanted
It will all come to place some day
Push to e edge..it will snap
*shrugs
Xmas cant be all dat bad..
Thank u for being there for me
always
when e rest didnt
It will be better tonite..
Its about time to shower n be out
I got something BIG! :)
Merry xmas,
really.
If only there were home cooked dinner tonite....
Someday we will
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, December 21, 2007 @Friday, December 21, 2007
Uh...
not feelin too well since yday
Been havin giddy spells
No sure if its low blood
or mayb overeatin? hurhur
Its a eatin disorder
when will it go away?
But den again..
ive put on quite alot since last mth
stress or wat nt sure
but oh wells.. chubb enough for xmas lol
3 colleagues r goin
cant take it here
who can
Decided to tk MC tom
sigh
Been readin n read sth...
Prompts e word 'dance'
Pretty much i ensured i didn ponder too hard
Anyways wats a dance, to u?
I don't quite
But not quite never ever
To me..
Dance is not on e dance floor
But dance,
can be anywhere
Anytime
N wats felt
is called feel
Xmas is reli around e corner
Wished it never had to end
Alright
Cmon lets drink n merry
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Good Luck Chuck is so worthed watching!
One of e nicest shows!
Was reli funny!
n Jessica Alba is hot!!
Heartbreakin..heartwrenchin..yet sweet..lovely
For no reasons u fall into it
Den For no reasons u find urself no idea why things went in a way
u feel tat ur heart hurts so much
Love...is bitter heartbreaking..hurts isnt it
I guess it is
But perhaps
E love tats been thru all e hurts n everything else
if it evers come back tog
den nothing can ever break it again
Nonetheless..
Isnt a smile tat has withered the storm
more beautiful den ever.
Its a nice show
I don mind watchin again man!
haha
Ahh...im reli tired
Last nite slept less den two hrs n workin already
Better go slp
nite world!
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, December 13, 2007 @Thursday, December 13, 2007
Heartbreak kid
R21 man
Ok y does all e movies caught recently all R21 hur
But no way ok tat scene in hbk
I prefer silk
Ok.. ull like e movie if u like those storybooks novels?
But e scene is woo...wow
tat is wat i call sexy
More den Lust Caution
Its e feeling tat matters..
Shrugs
I do split shift.. 2 shifts tog
So been workin from 2pm n till 9am
Shit i am almost gone
Damn tired man
Altho keep eatin to keep myself awake
Quick come....
Oh wells i should tink positive
I stretch so don hav to come back in e afternoon
so ill be free tom!
But tis sucks
Ok..
Don think so much
bout anything else
Fret it
E festive is here
Do not keep e sad thoughts lingerin...
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, December 10, 2007 @Monday, December 10, 2007
When ure before e wide majestic blue sea
u realise ure but a small creation
nothing but a small breadth
Big thoughts dat weighed down
become small
Uncomprehendable, things tat were unable to understand
become small
Walks of life have been long
Steps pricked n bruised
in need of a redemption, fall into e arms of grace
comfort
Let e ridicule end,
let e world not laugh at u
no longer.
All e weariness, all e pain n dat u would crumble
To e depths of e seas, surrender..
Suddenly
nothing else matter, nothing will matter anymore from tis n forth
except wat i see ,before me
only truth
N no work no weariness no letdowns no worldliness
Im glad i went
e sun e sky e sea
couldnt have been better
Revived, relived tis is life, like born again
This day,
couldn be better..
Marks another heartfelt day
Comes back n met with a heavy rain
Hits hard on e windows of e cab
Coming back like to a foreign place
Feels so foreign..
If i could wish
i wouldnt come back....
Ya rite
all e shifts will make tm pass like a blink
with e festives would help
n before we knew
its e holiday trip
So press on...
for everything.
Bestow upon me,
strength
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, December 07, 2007 @Friday, December 07, 2007
Im packing my bags
heading away come break of dawn
Finally
gettin away on a trip
Findin solace in e shots
my camera its lens
All goodwill be to souls..
rest n comfort
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, December 03, 2007 @Monday, December 03, 2007
e winds were blowing
e winds reli strong n chilly
These nites are cold
Perhaps Dec
Now i feel unwell again
Guess e flus back.
Why even went out
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
