Sunday, September 23, 2007 @Sunday, September 23, 2007
Tired but its a good day!
Been out whole day
No choice coz the moon fairy is leaving
the mooncake festive to be specific :)
Wen for haircut first
Gosh i feel de-stressed n actually GOOD
I always had a festish for the feeling when someone helps me cut hair or shampoo my hair
haha ok...sounds abit..wrong
Just like the feel la.
Anyways the saloon boss my hairstylist decides to increase the price again
Sigh
Anybody wants to do my hair for free? anyone? ha
Doo...
Den wen walk n walk to get the cakes
Oh gosh
Double egg yolks
Hope it brings a whole lots of joy and enjoyment.. :)
Special order ya.
And sadly..im off to work le
n here i am again in d office
A whole string of midnight shifts awaiting me
3 in a row first foremost
f***
Argh..how do i get pass them...
//It makes me feel sad at the thought of it......
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, September 21, 2007 @Friday, September 21, 2007
Day b4 yday
I realised it reli hasnt been goin' well for me..i lost my keys
n i have so many injuries
hmmm n so on
Its reli pain.
Saturday
Today i went to meet someones very special to me
Im glad i went.
Thanks for coming along with me! It means alot to me..
//Today everything reminds me of
//Time
I am reminded of how time has passed
how time can pass one by in a blink of an eye without one reali realising
I am reminded of how time can wear one out
wear the things that once stood
wear the strength that once had, once fought
it makes me sad but perhaps i cant do anything
Time takes away so much
so much more than one wanted
There is scarce almost hardly
dat can win time
For time changes tides
N some people leave
I pray for the ones
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, September 17, 2007 @Monday, September 17, 2007
My heads gonna explode
worked 11hrs yday till midnite
den wen bac at 1am bathe n all slept at 3am
den 6am up n 8am reach airport workin again
This is fuck man
N worse its a fucked up day due air crash in phuket
So non stop mind boggling work
Don come near me today
fuck*
i shall go for a run later........
it will do me good
healthy after past weeks of unhealtiness
Wished i lived near the beach//
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, September 16, 2007 @Sunday, September 16, 2007
///papercuts////
They fuckin' hurt alot..
so small yet so lethal cut
my thumb, my second my fourth
may they heal..
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Sunday, September 16, 2007
Finally off saturday
The day out today allowed me to let off
I did enjoy the day/nite.
Some people make u feel low
some people make u feel good
Thank u for spending the day with me
just slackin at the cafe
playing childhood games heh
I am walking back...towards the previous me.
No more being twisted under the feelingless hand
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, September 15, 2007 @Saturday, September 15, 2007
-Sometimes
u don’t get wat u wish for
u don’t receive wat u put in for
u cant expect to get others appreciation
Why fall n graze your knees n hands
When others might not be
They might be lookin in a different light n sight
Not yours.
Mayb they are laughing at u
They might be thinking u r a fool
So why kill yourself?-
Sometimes its so sad
Let downs and disappointment pours
And that tugs ur heart
For the past 3 weeks
Have made myself too exhausted
Too many days, days were too long nites were too long.
So, I wont do tat anymore
nobody will bother even if i collapse
only myself should.
Wats the point
Of pushing myself so hard
I should rest.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Saturday, September 15, 2007
Like the pain of a child who lost her first doll
Like the pain of a girl who lost her mother to the other world
Like the pain of a grandfather who lost his long life partner
Like the pain of a soul forsaken by all
Sometimes theres no answers
Sometimes answers are not told
u see the answers
The sights of turnin and leaving
extinguishes everything
Not wat words can say..
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, September 14, 2007 @Friday, September 14, 2007
Into the state of highs
It makes me feel good, n also bad.
Music loud to deafen
But drowned
as with my heartbeat
Vision of blur
Smoke, hoverin' people one by one, flickerin' lights
Unseen sights, dat now seen
I was there, but i wasn there
My spirit died, with the sips.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Finally cleared my afternoons
Hai long long working hrs.
One rest b4 startin again.
Left wonders.
Right the whys.
leaves me fuckin wan to just go
//rainy nites//gloom//
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, September 02, 2007 @Sunday, September 02, 2007
Its a sat
I have fallen ill
But here i am again at work
Sigh
Come back on my off day to do OT
Sigh
Tis week seems to be a whole week of work
First offday was goin back midnite to work
Den there was the 0530am shift
then even 2nd offday go back work
Shrugs
I should allow myself to rest n lag now...
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
