Friday, January 30, 2004 @Friday, January 30, 2004
Heaven - Nu Flavor
How can one broken comfort another broken?
Hoped i helped abit by sitting dere n listenin to u
But some things said were so true
Every single thing actually
But well sometms we play we dun know, bcoz we noe it will nv come true.
But do u feel d tug
N Self denial- Knowin wat we wan but r we too afraid to go for it
Sometms
Even if u noe she will hurt u in d end
If she is willing to try, u wld still go.
Cheer up maine!
Thank u for d sunflower to cheer me up!
So swt!
Put finger ova flame
supp to go fast
God noes y i suddenly stop
Wat is wif my brain
Finger got burnt
Dey jus wanna luff at my chaota finger
coz it was all black
Good drinking
Gets us all into depression
den dey say all the betta
since we r already so depressed
But d effect was proven.
3 of us left dere at actors
Mellow music wasn hlpin at all.
All da flashes rush
///Dese days i keep lookin up...
///But sometimes it doesn't work...
Dey fell.
Familiars alwiz get me down.
Everyw Everyt
///Killed me to gif it
The day the sun shone
But inside its all raining...
Thank u for the being dere.
Thank u for the assurance.
Thank u.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, January 29, 2004 @Thursday, January 29, 2004
Was on our side
Its not raining today...
So wat...?
So wat.
Didn feel lk goin for lessons
So i walked out n wen home
Do u tink i care?
We are openin bottle tonite
We are so going to fuckin drink...
Goodbye goody jovin within me
Uve been good for far too long...
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Thursday, January 29, 2004
Tired
Still i wen wif all d enthu
Sick
Still i ran in the rain
And dere i was rite dere...
Now im so ill n it feels bad so bad
Dats wat all the running in the rain brought to me..
///No more smiling in the rain...
///I wish it wld jus stop raining...
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Thursday, January 29, 2004
The rain has come
The sun is no longer shining.
///From today on dere will be no more chasing aways...
Don't make me look forward to sth
Only to break ur word
Tis is d second time.
As for d usual thing
Its countless times.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, January 28, 2004 @Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Didn go for lesson eh
Dats bad..
But at least im almos done wif my one roll!
Else tom ill jus die.
Sigh...all d prints n developin not yet done.
I am so laggin.
Yet another day in d rain.
Met rach outside her sch.
Wen dwn mt colin..her moo frien(ha)..n her otha frien.
So it was more walking..
My legs r gonna gif way. :(
Ate at yoshi
Walked extra bcoz of COLIN.
Were so nice! hmmm...
A pleasing neva comes.
Each day muz come wif sth new to bring me down.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, January 26, 2004 @Monday, January 26, 2004
12 to 7
I survived yet another monday!
*grins
Blues...away wif dem...
Hours pass by so quickly when i daydream....
Ha n no harm at all coz im one big-time daydreamer!
Im so gonna die..
So much work to be done but im jus not touchin any of dem.
Stupid me wen into wrong lecture theatre today
sat thru some wrong subj
onli to realise n leave
how malu la
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, January 24, 2004 @Saturday, January 24, 2004
Started off wif shits.
Quarrel took away all my feel.
Hai
Day wen all HORRIBLE.
I am sorry for my way.
Mayb d screwed up plans oso added on
But i understand...
Should hav been more understandin.
Fuckin screwed by d folks.
Sometms dey shld und too, aint all one way?
wateva.
Walkd walkd...n walked more...
Dat soothed a litt'
Drizzle made it betta.
monked a litt
Luckily my smile was brought back..
:)
Suddenly d falling rain seemed to be invisible....
Sometimes tms dat we do not see, do not think
Everything becomes beautiful.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, January 17, 2004 @Saturday, January 17, 2004
A table of 3
Granny in front of me
Uncle beside me
N i got it.
fuck sia.
Cldn wait to get out of dere
Sneaked out
n of cos dat invited more rumblings
Sneaked out for a purpose
but...didn seem to go..
But, dat aside
D chalets have been renovated n is huge n comfy
jus mk me feel lk stayin in chalets
:/
Of cos wif d rite pple, dat is.
Walked all d way out n sent sis to her otha chalet
Toked bout her situation
Im alwiz her advisor ha!
But i tink i sux at somethings.
hai.
Had hard tm findin my way out of pasir ris.
My bus journey took a whole hr plus...
i stayed out for 2 hrs..
How wonderful can dat be
Sometms i tink im crazy.
Dat aside again,
I wen join dem at pool
Not a stroke of luck today
Everythin sux.
Met schmate
Doesn share any lesson w her
But she alwiz smiles at me in sch, n today
But i tell ya i have no idea wats her name!
dats how bad i am at names! ha!
Loolin says i finalli learnt how to smile!
haha am i dat dao?
Not wat..ask some peeps ard me...
How crazy i can get sometms! :p
We headed dwn actors.
Car was squeezy squashy.
Maine's legs were happily on top of me la!
N when d car swerves..
I tot i hrd one of my leg bone cracked ha!
Nuts gulpin afta dat.
Tried abit of kel's drink...tasted slightly cough syrup-ish
Reminded me of d otha tm i got high on dat! ha
Wif a clearer mind,
Or not
Still i managed to get a betta look ard d place
I like d decor
reli starry n all.
Didn even stay for half n hr tho
Loolin becomes my cabbing partner! ha
Will see u on tues!
U are booked!:)
Happy 19th bdae gen!
ha! now ure same age as me so dun keep sayin im old!
:p
Deres so many stars here tonite...
Hows d view ova ur side?
Its ok...its alrite...
Wateva n wateva do unto wat thee wants.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, January 16, 2004 @Friday, January 16, 2004
I am so tired
Be it wat
Maybe again, it wasn't me.
Sigh dread d meeting ltr.
Dats one party i won enjoy
Shall try to sneak away ltr
yes i will...
Tanned 4 awhile
Not exactly tanned but my eva so dry face is alr peeling
So decided nt to go on lest i look lk some cancer stricken person lk d otha tm
Swam for bout an hour.
Shiok.
:)
I luv d feeling of when u strike into d waters
n go into dat temporaily mental block state
Esp water dat cold
cuts u lk a thousand knives...
K d ltr part of tis mite sound familiar to some of u
It was taken fr d titanic script heh.
But i luv dat feel
-u can't think.
ok...ciao..
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, January 15, 2004 @Thursday, January 15, 2004
Mum got mj d 6220!
Wif sucha gd built in camera.
Cost a fucking 700 bucks or so?
When i dun even get enuff to top up my farecard?
Unfair world
Fuck off!
I care not bout riches n wealth.
Ive got things u all dun.
N if i learnt at least sth more den u
I learnt its d small things dat matter
Look at d smile ive got.
Tom is friday!!!
When i need it d most.
A tm to jus chill, frm d dreaded week of sch.
Go shopping, window shopping i shld say.
I muz prepare tissue haha jus in case nose bleed.
Colin wans to go monks..
she say she'll buy me shots
ha!
Happy bdae Judy!
Tho u r alwiz burstin my blood vessels every otha day...
Hope u enjoyed ur big day!
Dun brood ova ...
Sometms chances pass,
N if its all destined
Den u nv noe
Ull find each otha in love once again
N when dat day comes
Both of u noe den to clutch d love wif both hands.
Love so strong,
Doesn't shake wif tm.
Like u say..
If i love someone, it doesn mean he hav to love me back.
Even if he's loving someone else, ill jus love him wif all i hav.
Woah u taught me quite alot huh!
U were good..
except d tms u read my lettas, my diaries, my writtings n almost everything else.
N nearly caused me stroke when u broke my precious.
:P
Oh tom jus needta go 4 consultation at 10.30
cher cancelled 9 am lesson! *rejoice
den i got brk fr 10.40 to 12...wth!
Nvm...shall do wat i do best...
Daydream~~~
heh.
I am tired
enuff for d day.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, January 14, 2004 @Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Whoeva said life is a bed of roses
ought to be shot.
Or perhaps dey laid in bed deir whole lives.
Life can nv be all cherries n peaches.
Same theory as wat goes up muz come dwn.
The act of balance some would call it.
Life has its ups n downs.
My dear friend,
Bottling up onli keeps u drowning in ur depression.
Wats bothering u wats taken away ur smile
D one dat used to bring sunshines wherever u go.
How can u expect me to be sitting ard when u look all dwn n out.
How can i stop all dis worrying for u
I need ur rays to bring abt sunshine
U dun wan to trouble others wif ur troubles
But do u noe dey do not feel dat way
How to make u feel betta
How to bring d smile back to ur face
How to mk it across u dat it does matter to me.
Mayb i cant help dat much, mayb not even a little
But at least i can be dere wif u
I noe u r bothered by many things
disappointed in friendship n all
N wat uve not shared
But u gotta tink on d bright side
Aint dere many by ur side
Aint dere friends who care for u
N listen good,
U are neva to gif up on urself.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, January 09, 2004 @Friday, January 09, 2004
Watched tv till 4 am las nite
Sucha sad show :/
wierd day.
wat a day
Played pool
Long johns for dinner
saw fiona
she actualli remembers me.
:)
Its been donkey yrs!
Its a tug of d hrt
A trip of my footin
If u say so, den be it.
-Yato
I gotta get dwn to work.
I gotta travel gotta shoot gotta tink gotta research gotta concept gotta draw
Perhaps i was tired
Sorry one n all.
Get well soon
Jus aches me to see u suffering
+Got my hands on d choc+
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, January 04, 2004 @Sunday, January 04, 2004
Wen up mount faber in dad's car.
Such a nice place.
Pulled ova for some ice-cream.
WoooOoo.
Was leavin granny's place afta dinner...
i leaned on d railings along d corridor..
Miss jayne came up to me n was showin me some banana dance!?!
So she was goin..."Bananas unite!...Shake bananas shake...Peel bananas peel...bleah bleah bleah..."
Jus dat very moment, i said(pointing to d moon),"Look d BANANA's so beautiful tonite!"
I meant moon.
DUMBO me.
I can't believe it!
Today's d last day of my hol!
*pouts
Say goodbye to freedom
to my alr limited amt of slp
to my slackin(actualli not reli haha)
But very importantly....
where's my PENCIL?
haha haven touch all my stuff since d day sch closed
Now i gotta go gather all of dem.
Ciao!
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, January 02, 2004 @Friday, January 02, 2004
Caught Ju on 2.
I tink its more of a comedy man.
All thanks to d woman beside us!
Be it a change of scene, or someone moves in d pic...
she will SCREAM.
In short, she screams at everything.
I tink shes more scary den ju on.
:/
But sorry...sorry sorry...
Sorry for making u watch w me dat u cant slp.
:(
Scared d crowd when so many of us bungs wen in2 d toilet at d same tm.
Some spinnin signboard triggered off my headache.
Now its gettin bad..
damn.
Headed dwn chinatwn
Rach jay oli me toopidly board d train at d wrong side
how malu la!
Dinner at mei shi jie.
Den sheesha session.
Didn smoke much, coz i was coughin away
N headache was makin me floaty enuff alr.
Dats abt it.
Wrap up d day.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
