Monday, May 31, 2004 @Monday, May 31, 2004
Missed chinablack las nite
But nvm today im all fresh n up!
Not dat i slept early stayed up till 3 watchin tv heh
But at least i rested.
Stupid can yday
We wen to fetch our buckets of water
N end up havin water war
So when we walked into our shop
Everyone muz be tinkin whos dese 2 crazy souls ha!
We are gonna hav staff outing...ha...
Huh...wif da manager eh!?!!!
A tinge of stress rite? haha
Eileen asked me to go east coast wif her coz tom her offday oso
But tiao!!!!!!!
Abit...da wrong?
Moreover she holds a post lk supervisor
Haha aiya jus feel a litt awkward so i didn wan to go
Save on midnight charge oso la hor?
So me landy n her sat at train station tok until our las bus timing
I am so bombarded by qns!
Yikes
haha.
At 1 30am i had 3 pratas! lol n one bread
Omg omg rite!
haha.
Wow long awaited offday!
Afta 4 days of workin non-stop all d weekends
i was so worn out can
i burnt my hand w da iron
my skin all crumpled n black
fuck sia i tink its gonna leave a scar :(
my whole body all jelly i need rest!
I need 2 cut my hair today!
its so long it cant stand
ive had floppy hair for 4 days haha.
I tink i had a dream
Im not quite sure
ok yes i had
wat a dream....
hmm.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, May 30, 2004 @Sunday, May 30, 2004
Da trainee manager is da joke target for me n coco!
Ha!
Actually for da whole shop peeps heh
Poor thing...but he jus diss all of us! :0
Aiya.......!
Dat coco lied to me...
to treat me to dinner!
So funny she
coz her brk is 5-6 mine is 5.30 to 6.30
So we arranged to mt at 5.30 n hav half n hr of dinner tog
haha
At 1st she said she wanted to treat me bcoz she got her pay but i declined reli lk totally.
Jus b4 goin, she asked me wat i wanna eat so dat she can order 1st to save tm.
I told her i hav no idea.
But when i go food court mt her,
Dere she was wif 2 HUGE plates of western food plus soup
Eh! irritating rite! haha
Now i feel so bad
keep returnin her da money but she keep pushin da money back!
Nvm nex tm ill treat her bac a meal or a movie
N she jus spoiled my dietin plan for today to jus hav a light dinner! :D
All cinemas should be 24 hrs man!
Lousy no life.
Pls last show so early
We want to watch movie afta our work
but by d tm we r released d cinema's grills r dwn already!
wth la
Aiya...
since deres nth betta to do,
i mite extend my work
Tho its damn hell tirin n its gettin stressful,
I do enjoy workin dere.
Tom's chinablack party
Forget it dun tink goin le
So hard to organise
i can rest if my headache persists.
Rather tuesday den go out batt full charged
Dere'll be so many such parties anyways.
Hai
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, May 29, 2004 @Saturday, May 29, 2004
Early morn we had a meeting.
Omg dey r changin our closin tm to 9.30 for mons to thurs.
dat means we'll clean up n settle accs n can leave at bout 10 plus!
My dats heaven! =D
Dey realised dat dey broke da law of allowance of 44 workin hrs, i tink.
Exactly man! haha.
We had sharin session n commentings.
Den b4 endin da mtg, da manager said "Serene huh, very playful."
Shocked da hell outta me!
dunno which one told her one!
Irritating! haha..
Oh hav i said b4, i suspect our manager is a bung!
I bet she is lor!
Hundred percent chop guaranteed!
=p
Today my bickerin partner is sent to north pt to work.
*pouts
N durin mtg den we were told she was so stressed dat she cried at work d otha day da day i had my off.
Aiyo i didn noe...
K will not bully her so much den
Mayb buy some candies for her lol!]
fwah
Another buzzin day busy as can be
Seriously my whole body's achin so badly
Its hell to work fri sat sunday in a row, n mon i gotta wrk too!
now i hav 2nd tots bout goin c.b party
damn i dun even noe if i can reach b4 da door closes.
:(
Anyways yes my achin back
I tink i muz steal some "koyok koyok"(plaster) frm granny for my back alr! ha!
Eileen came to massage my back when she saw me taboleh tahan
den she luff n said "why ur face so red?"
Damned! I blush too easily! haha fuck
Its lk shes merely a friend n im blushin alr...
can u imagine if its someone i like...
My goodness, tomato can!
geez.
Joey has been quiet when i 1st joined.
But now we tok alot haha
I enjoy hearin stories from her bout msia!
Yes, 3 out of 6 of da staffs here are msians!
Heh at 1st i dun reli hav a gd impression of msians coz of an inident
But now my impression of dem has changed...
yes dey can be quite stingy but i guess its bcoz bein generally less well to do, dey tend to be more thrifty.
Other den dat deir personality is nt bad.
Hui yin den said to me today "Go get a msian gf la
Can wash can clean can cook so much betta"
wahahaha tis woman jus so funny la alwiz crap wif me
Landy is sick today
Eileen is fallin sick
Ah mans everyone work till brk dwn haha...
But eileen msged us tonite dat she saw teamwork today n good work all of us!
Dat brings a smile man!
Worthed all da hard work!
=)
COCO come back tom!
Entertain me! hahaaha!
I am hungry
Jus had my double supper lol when d tm now is lk 2?
i am H U N rgyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
ha.
Ah shites i have less den 6 hrs to slp.
K shoo myself...to bed!
The not cherished
Do not hope dat if u try hard dey will be one day
Coz dey will not.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, May 28, 2004 @Friday, May 28, 2004
oh boy
am i not tired.
Shag is da word man.
Everywhere's aching.
:(
Wat a day
Isit dat exams r ova or hols r here?
Today da shop's PACKED lk nobody's biz.
N da crowd neva ceases.
Run bac n forth, climb up n dwn, carry all da cartons n bags of goods.
Short of man power too
Coco left in da aftanoon coz she was taken ill.
Poor ger, hope she gets well soon!
Stupid great sg sale
now we got promotions
some turbo cartoon character balloon softtoy.
TURBO i say.
N damned we gotta pump it by foot
N all da pumpin has got my sole all cramped!
lol yes old alr la!
But mind u i pumped lk 80 balls u noe!?!
dey r HUGE.
Since short of peeps had to do a load more work.
One poor me...
made 3 trips
dwn to rubbish loadin area to throw MOUNTAIN bag of trash n up
dwn to wash all da scoops tongs n all dat needs to be washed n collect 2 pails of water n up
dwn to wash mop n collect water for moppin n up
MUSCLEman alr can lol
Pls i tink its gotta go see da "tie ta" alr lor haha
Normally 2 persons will sweep n mop half d shop each
But tonite EVERYONE seemed so busy can
so i did EVERYTHING.
Was lk dyin alr
But jus wanted to let all of us go home earlier.
Ah wells
N i was hit wif such BAD news
1st mth of workin NO commision
FUCK la.
Dat means ill get lk only 700 bucks coz muz deduct CPF?
To tink dat today we topped sales
N so we get 50% and bcoz one off so we onli got 3 staff to divide da commision we get FIFTY bucks each.
N now thanks eh...
I will lose lk 300 bucks of a mth's commision.
Fuck man.
Somebody pls kill me.
Ok tom got meetin so bloody early
I betta koink out now
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, May 27, 2004 @Thursday, May 27, 2004
Steffie bdae photos uploaded
Under evergreen bash
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, May 26, 2004 @Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Yday at work was good! :)
Betta den d day b4.
Noe wat happened?
A new worker came.
So Eileen instructed me to teach him everything
N said if he dunno anythin dat she asks him
she will come afta me. grr haha
So i taught everythin he shld noe.
She gave us da same lunch brk n ask me to bring him to eat
Wth rite haha but nvm
So we toked alot durin lunch
All da crap
n also very chimalogies
Degrees, marketin, stragedies and also anaylsed da situation we hav in bishan mini toons.
It was onli in da afternoon when COCO(haha) came back
she told me he was actually a trainee MANAGER.
wth fainted pls.
I hope he 4gets da crap i said haha.
Comin back to yday
1st tm lunch brk wif COCO
Was tellin Landy how can...
will jus end up cat fight can lol.
We weren hungry at all so headed for dessert
Treated her haha since shes alwiz been treatin me wif all da candies :)
I had black rice she wanted to try tau suan
But in da end she didn reli lk it so i exchanged my bowl wif her
Funny la she haha.
As usual, she bombarded me wif qns! haha
Wah reli admire msians
Joey told me dey can drive at 17.
N mind u d learnin fees r cheap oh dats y
fuck sia.
Coco, Joey all drives! wth haha!
Nvm. Fine i will not take a single cent from dad to learn drivin.
I wan it to be when i hav my own finances to learn wif dem.
ha!
Today is betta bcoz no eileen who wld stress us all! haha
She even went against customer yday! wth haha
N she jus gifs everyone loads of work n does nth.
While here we all do our part our very best and even hlps one another out as n when we can
Tis should be d way
Our sales hit a higher level too! HA!
////Was right.
Lucky.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, May 24, 2004 @Monday, May 24, 2004
Followed Dad to pick up Miss Jayne frm sch
Dey say i hav such a social life
Halt for a second
Before u shoot ur perceptions
N misunderstand me
But i am contented
I need to rest for da day.
A hearty lunch
An ice-cream wif calories dat can kill
I jus wan to eat my life away can..haha
Da sea collision near sentosa
$80 MILLION worthed of goods went dwn underneath
MY GOSH.
N dad says on board was bout 4000 brand new cars
Anybody ons for scuba-divin?
haha
And da roof of Paris Airport collapsed
Killin 5
Everything's collapsing dwn dun u agree?ha.
Wats da world comin to...
An end perhaps.
Slowly.
I cant wait to go bac to work tom! haha
Dat is if eileen's nt workin...haha
Im suprised Coco trust me so much...
hmm my part tm student haha.
Nex offday...i need to cut my hair!
=)N shop! lol.
*
I was stupid.
I need to change the way i thought
of something.
The more i have for,
I will abandon the fact as i have to.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, May 23, 2004 @Sunday, May 23, 2004
Today at work wasn as nice
Bcoz of da pple workin today.
Haha opps.
Nonetheless,
another day has past.
Weekends kill man.
The buzzin crowd almos bombed my head.
Got such a headache i slept in macs durin brk ha.
Had to bloody share table wif dese 2 ah lians who kept smilin to me.
Crazy haha.
N i stuffed myself w food man haha
to da very las min
Jus b4 shop closed, i bought da nicey choc panda biscuits.
Damn cartoon la
Every nite jus 5 mins b4 we close shop,
its we staff's shoppin tm...
we will all buy stuffs haha.
Dad was so nice tis morn.
Las nite i was sayin i hav a cravin for prata
And tis morn he bought prata for brkfast!
:)
Sometms he makes me feel lk i wanna run away
but beneath it all, he cares.
And eva since i started workin,
i see less of everyone.
He tends to be nicer tis way.
I do feel a tinge of guilt.
For alwiz pulling a long black face
N losing my temper at the slightest thing.
Today is such an accident-prone day.
I got cut, n knocked here n dere.
Dat draws me to rest tom.
Yes, OFFDAY.
:)
//// Is it a sin... ... ...
//// If it is a sin, den it muz be da most deadly sin.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, May 22, 2004 @Saturday, May 22, 2004
Hardly get an offday
It means quite alot, to dose who've worked b4 im sure u understand.
Physically and mentally tired
I hope to rest and enjoy myself
Simple as dat
So spare me all otha things.
Town for movie with shareen.
Everyday at work, wheneva i go to da toilet
i pass by da cinema booth
N i so fuckin feel lk watchin movie
Finalli get to watch
N i swear monday i will go watch too ha
N eat popcorn too!
I am so tired
but im waitin for tom
i wanna work
ha.
At least it gets me off.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, May 21, 2004 @Friday, May 21, 2004
Offday tom!
YAY!!!!!
Wat an insight.
A kinda old lady.
After spendin lk an hr SCANNIN thru every single one on d display,
she left n came bac only bout some tm ltr.
Nex, take 2 purses wif a piglet keychain hangin on each.
She requested me to dismantle both to "rematch" dem.
Coz, 1 purse had a betta sewin workmanship
N 1 keychain was sparingly more flawless den d otha.
And all dat for da purse wif a pathetic price of $3.90?
Ugly side of singaporeans.
I did it for her anyways
Customer is always rite.
A man came in all dressed up n stuck up wif his tinted sunglasses.
Thru his slightly translucent shirt,
His back showed the magnificent tattoo dat suggests certain triad status.
I swear he's some triad head.
He's got tis air ard him.
Climbed up n dwn da huge shakey nitemare ladder to get all da GIGANTIC stufftoy dwn for him to choose from.
We begun tokin n at d end of it
He gave me maoam swt.
Mayb a token for my service?lol.
Wat a wierd experience.
As usual, cuttin d hooked up items.
Was cuttin sth for tis ger who was wif her grp of friends
"Snap"
"Shweeeeeeeeeee" Da hook flew.....
And landed on her...u noe wat...
Her friends n her started roarin wif luffter
Laughin at da poor chap wif her face all red lk a tomato.
Had da funniest time too
Wif a china ger.
Yes...u can guess wats d prob ard already.
Language communication.
Funniest miscommunication i tell ya.
Coco ure da funniest! haha.
I realised, i enjoy workaholism(ha wat a word!)
I like it
when i feel lk my body's battery is totally flat
when i hav not d slightest energy to even tink, let alone do anything.
I stumbled while goin dwn da bus la!
haha yes how jelly jellio my legs are now.
And da important thing i realise....
It wasn't
it.
It isnt'
it.
Deres
sth else.
Ah wells...
Doesnt matter anymore.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, May 20, 2004 @Thursday, May 20, 2004
PARTY@Chinablack, 31st May, Monday
***TIX***
$16 guys $14 ladies (incl. 1 free drink)
***spinning all nite long***
R&B, hiphop, top40s
***SPECIAL***
tequila shots $5 house shots $2 ALL NITE LONG!!
OH MY GOD!
DRINKS FUCKIN CHEAP CAN!!!!!!!!!!!
COME COME LETS GO LETS GO!!
PARTY! HAHA.
SHITES MON IM OFF BUT I HOPE TUES IM OFF TOO..PLS PLS PLS..
ALREADY GAVE UP MY POLY BASH.
EH MAYB BY DEN I QUIT? HAHA
COZ ONE MONTH IS UP...FAST HUH?HEH
SORRY FOR CAPS.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Thursday, May 20, 2004
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU
FUCK U FUCK U, FUCK U.
UGRHHHHHHHHHH.
U R ONE OF DA WORLDS' FUCKED UP PERSON.
U NEVA NOE WAT IS GOOD WHO IS GOOD TO U
SAVING YOU WAS D BIGGEST MISTAKE IN MY LIFE.
BEING ALWAYS FORGIVING BEING ALWAYS GIVING IN ONCE U DO NOT GET ALONG WELL
FOR DAT, I HATE MYSELF.
Dats dat for dat.
Stayed bac for a chat wif landy.
Missed my bus as a result!
Dad had to come pick me
ok i feel bad..
I'll do sth bout it.
Tom is day with eileen
Oh man stress we all are ha!
Bumped into piggie again!
Haha dunno if it can be said as bumped?
but i was reli shocked to see u when i came out for my brk.
Nearly choked n die can...haha
Snickers is so nice yes it is.
Beginnin to feel wats best is dose without breadth.
Needin someone to prove me wrong so wrong.
Im gonna learn cashier work on sunday
Oh man...all japalan cold sweat all...touchin so much money heh.
die die.
Many many buttons, get me all frantic.
I tink ill end up wif so many errors ovachange n dere goes my pay...back to payin d sales haha...betta nt be!
I hate broken word.
When u gif it, keep it.
Else in d first place,do not even.
Be it mere forgotten bout it, or wat on earth's on mind,
it is jus done.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, May 19, 2004 @Wednesday, May 19, 2004
Bloody left my wallet wif all my cards in d bus
Luckily i was d only passenger n it was da last few stops
Manged to get bac
But got scolded upside dwn fuck by dad.
He says where is my mind
Urgh.
Still damned pissed
Dad lost my favo NICEY film series watch
:(
URGH man...
Ah anyways...
day at work wasn too bad
Mmm..da pooh biscuits coco gave me is nice...
tastes lk milk heh.
She tok alot wif me today ask me so MANY qns haha
She made me luff man.
N im teachin her english, while she teaches me chinese haha.
N had TWO visitors today
So nice of dem to drop by...
b2!!!!
n Piggie..haha u came for me!!!!!!
*touched touched
I did a crazy thing today!
By goin up to someone n tell her sth!
Omg haha im crazy.
Ok am tired.
Dats it.
Oh ya...
Natasha Betingfield
Daniel B's sis..lol hrd ova da radio...
Download:
Natasha Betingfield-Single
LeAnn Rimes + Ronan Keating-Last thing on my mind
Deepest Blue-Is it a sin?
Lastly,
Happy 17th birthday, Fiona.
:)
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, May 18, 2004 @Tuesday, May 18, 2004
No matter how one can be bendable,
It comes to a point it snaps.
Dere is a limit.
Jus dampened all my mood
Thanks.
Sometimes one should take some tm to sit bac n realise
Cherish the goods dats dere
before its gone.
Not everything u tink will be dere wif u always, will be.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, May 16, 2004 @Sunday, May 16, 2004
Photos updated..
Album:Good Old Us.
Had a good day out wif dem.
People i will alwiz feel close to
I can always count on.
Piggie i can always count on to crack me up.
Thanks. :)
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, May 15, 2004 @Saturday, May 15, 2004
Ponder.
Sorry i was jus, drunk.
There is no need for anything.
It isnt jus one involve
But the many
And the accumulation of all
The sudden outbreak
Perhaps jus lettin out
but wat i said,is nth more
For afta, it doesn mean anything.
Cldn go work today
Recieved injection
On a more serious note, i got to cut dwn on alcohol.
/////
And den, i said, Let tis be the end.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, May 13, 2004 @Thursday, May 13, 2004
//The plan we had for todayDoubt its rememberedHows the night sight over at your sideWith a thought with a piercin painI think of yesterdaysI thought of the barely touchesI thought of the moments we came almost closeI thought of the words saidI thought of the time we sat beside each otherI thought of all the nitesand all of the feelingsU r glad and awayFar from my sideAre u very happy now thenWat r u doin nowHave anything been missedHave u ever for even one second regrettedDon't u know when u left u tore me apartNow in me is only a stinging painAs i thought of it i slowly dieIs tis true is tis reali wished it were all but a bad dreamWhen i wake up tom mornini will see it is only but a nightmareSo tat the promises the feelings i hold for uthey are cherished and not for me to also to be forsakenCoz it hurts me so muchto think i must let them goHow did u do ithow did ur heart actually came to itMy head hurts my heart hurtsnobody can tell me the reasons n even i donno the reasons why i feel all this painThe distance so killsdo u noe what it is like for me tonightfor every hurting niteWhy do all these promises u make n then breakwhy do u say forever when u have the heart to leave mewhy do u say all those things to hurt me so so muchwhy could u walk away while i am still herewhy..Take me awayaway from all of tis miserablesi want to stop thinkingi want to stop feeling
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, May 12, 2004 @Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Off day
Neva been so happy haha
silly
Da tv freak inside of me dat i miss so much!
Slackaholism had been missed too.
Haven'had da luxury of sitting dwn for hours to blog
Like i always said i am alwiz betta at writtin den verbal
N hence cultivatin my love for it.
Shall do a review on work
N life for da past days.
For starters to begin wif,
How bout startin wif food? haha
One Junkie ive become.
Man.
Tue i had 2 brkfasts N hr ltr had lunch N early noon had dinner
Plus 2 snickers
(Bishan ntuc's snickers r DAMN nice!haha dun ask me y)
Bac hm supper was 4 pieces of bread w kaya n butter!
hahs. scary rite?
Wed i had for brkfast polar apple pie n 2 slices of bread w butter n sugar
N a pack of nuts!
Early for work hence sat dwn..
For a harsh brown in Macs. Redundant man haha.
Lunch was Yakun kaya toast den black rice for dessert oh ya n a piece of some kinda fried potato.
Dinner was fried carrot cake!
Oh n i bumped in2 vern n cole
How nice to hav deir companion for dinner! :)
So basically ive been eatin lk a cookie MONSTER! ha
Comin back to work itself..
Dun ask me y but my request to transfer to bishan has been approved.
N when i reached, den i realise some of dem r unhappy dere coz dey hav been transferred unwillingly every now n den but manager doesn allow any shuffle of deir choice.
I am puzzled y manager employed me in da 1st place too.
coz interview was screwed!
She asked if i were still schlin n i said nope
Coz dey were certainly turnin dwn on students
BUT!
i 4got to bring my ic so when she asked me for identity card,
I stupidily handed ova my ezlink card which has TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC printed on it
Fuck sia! haha
N she said...i tot u said jus now dat u r not schlin?
... fuck...haha
Da day i report to Bishan
On another note, i havent been to tis place for long..
I neva went back dere eva since....coz it still stirs...
But its overcomed, by and by.
anyways
While openin store, da manager joked w another sales asst
"Ya i employ her coz we hav da same name ma!"
lol. fainted.
So far...d work environment here is ok.
1st day earlier half of da day..ya i am quiet haha...
Havin da "Dao face" pple alwiz say
When i dun smile ma! hehs.
Den it got betta.
Oh ya, do u noe...
Half da population dere is crk?
lol.(WE still suspect our manager is a bung! YES she is i swear! :p )
Errs n 2 of dem r friends of kasper meiqi n rest.
Ok...dey r da older batch of bungs...
which little of u will hear of i doubt.
Anyways it was landy who started tokin to me n lightened things up
Esmund da bung...hmm...little quiet too...im still tryin to be friendly here haha
Coco was cashier for da day on tue so didn reli get chance 2 get to tok to her
But i learnt dat she is nt reli happy in Bishan
She preferred nth point but got transferred here.
She told me da workload here is lk hell more den bac dere.
Hmm...quite true.
I didn do anythin in nth point.
But in Bishan i did stocktakin
Which hell took me lk almos 6 hrs.
N my backbone gonna be goner soon! ha
9 cartons of new stock
Had to count lk thousands of lk hundred kinds of items?
Fainted.
N had to put it up on shelves, find ways to keep da boxes in da overflooded cabinets.
Get price tags on each item by hook or by crook!
Had to sweep n mop n wiped which nv was quite done before lol.
I can say, we are reli underpaid.
But i dun mind leh seriously...haha
I prefer to be busy to the buzz coz tm passes faster lk dat.
N though i may be a BIG tm slacker..
when i work, i reli wan to work.
I hate to be paid for nth..haha dats my principle.
Like in yishun i had nth to do other den serve da customers,
i went ard to flip all the hangin items around lol...
But i had still one more fear.
Coz dey said Eileen is one fierce n difficult ger.
Who expects alot.
Wed she came to work while landy n esmund had deir offday.
I was terrified can.
haha
But she isnt all dat bad la.
Hmm yes she expects alot reli alot in work...dat im still scared haha
but otha den dat shes ok..
she teaches me like landy teaches me both are heads haha
Den she alwiz pop up to me to tok to me..
haha eh when im doin work leh...i gets confused a litt haha
hmmm seems lk deres a litt of politic issues here too..she n landy..
well well im not on any sides...haha u noe i hate bein involved in such!
She taught me stockin up on candy.
Halo its not as simple as it is.
well when u work u learn dat nth is as simple as it looks.
Every candy box has to be refilled to d brim.
N da OVERCROWDIN cabinets on da bottom makes it so tough to find da candies
It makes it so easy to leave out any coz dey cum in heavy weight HUGE bags
n we tend to assume dat underneath is da same as abv.
N deres lk so many many i see until cock eyed man!
N dose green n red stripes of sour candies...
u gotta seperate dem one stripe by one u noe.
Haha but i popped in quite alot of candies while at work.
hehe i tink im gonna die of diabeties soon. =/
Oh n dey r havin some promotion one tube of sugus chewy swt 4 10cents! can u believe dat? haha
So i bought one whole box of it...24 tubes! lol $2.40 onli!
More stock-takin too.
Today had another new face
Joey, shes soft-spoken kind.
I found out onli today from coco dat she n joey's form msia. haha
No wonder deir chi so chim.
Normally singaporean chi i alr hav a prob hehe now its even bad.
I reli hav trouble catchin deir chi man..
Im all da time "se me?" (beg ur pardon?)
Dat i feel so bad haha
Den i explained to coco n she say oh no wonder...n said i spoke chi like an ang mo!
eh haha.
One more thing...Landy n Eileen both come to tell me on different occasions
"I don't believe u don smoke!"
Lol, jus bcoz i circled "yes" accidentally on da application form den cancelled it.
Dey do not believe its of da past. ha.
Ive been very guai k...
Eva since................
ah wells dats years years ago.
I do brk my promise here n dere, but i do try my best to keep it up.
:/
OK, a smile looks betta!
:)
My nose is still runnin away...
havent been to d doc heh.
My bones r reli shatterin frm da bendin up n dwn non-stop
I guess one wld prob jus cant tk it n quit haha
Ai..but i dun mind la.
I reli learnt alot. =)
N i sense i was gonna get wild..
So takin up da job is oso to set some discipline for myself.
Its only da 3rd day n seriously i dunno how i can take it 4 da rest of it...
But i noe i will, if i try.
=)
/////Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your risin' sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
-Switchfoot
Switchfoot has some pretty nice songs!!
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, May 10, 2004 @Monday, May 10, 2004
1st day of work.
Jus one word
Shag
11 hrs of standing.
Dats hell scary
My backbone's aching.
Deres more stories in da day
but i wanna shoot offline asap
Time is SO precious to me man
Jus shot dwn 2 huge white choc cake again
Tis is my 5th piece of da entire cake haha want to die ah
I ate lk 2 brkfast den headed work nt long afta dey asked me 2 go 4 lunch
Damned.so had black rice.Den was so hungry by da tm dinner comes i had 2 dinner!
Ha! not 4gettin da SWTs i popped durin work every now n den lol
n now im havin supper
I eat alot when im stressed.
:/
Passed by Ollie's area
n da bus stop
Funny it seems..
but i can still rem d exact spot we stood
n wat we toked abt at dat moment of tm
Ah wells....
Shites dis is reli bad
I can feel im gonna hav a NO LIFE mth ahead
:( Am sad....but didn i say...i gotta go on i HAVE to.
//////
What you have enjoyed....is sth you can neva lose.
Alice Martineau- Inside of you
And I'm sitting up against the sky
Trying to find a way
Nothing to do but to wonder why
It's not yesterday
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, May 09, 2004 @Sunday, May 09, 2004
Not quite a mother day celebration today
Screwed up day i would prefer to say.
Nth unusual though.
Am tired
N hence no reaction
Used to it a good reason to begin with.
I am becoming less n less of a feelin person...
I am becoming more n more of....a mutant..an immortal..ha!
ok shites
Da
remainin wen thai express den.
N obviously it was good!
:) Had a gd meal.
Skipped church too.
Anyways was ill.
Enuff on family side.
(white choc cake wif vanilla filling im havin now is GREAT! Anyone? ha!)
Ive made da decision
I will take up d job.
Dat means long retail workin hours
Dat means fridays saturdays will hav to be sacrificed
Dat means u mite see less of me for some time
Dat means even less of me online
Deres some reasons why i came to tis decision.
I'll get to learn new things, get experience in dat sense.
Good thing ya?
Most of all
ill be busy
to think
Far tucked away mite be a gd idea
For dere is fear in seeing.
If distance is quite kept, dere wldn' be fall again.
I hav to top up my bank account for all dat(e drastic amt) i cleared past recent 2 yrs.
It sounds nt an important issue, but it is reli ESSENTIAL.
Else ill hafta declare bankrupt soon
hah..no way man.
Since i wanna go for it, so go 4 fulltm den
At least for one mth rite...haha
Despite da screwed scedules and clearly deprivation of life den.
Distance is kinda far tho..ah wells..
Visit me if u can so dat it wldn be dat borin haha
*Happy birthday...
to you
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, May 08, 2004 @Saturday, May 08, 2004
I'm B O R E D.
Everyone else is out.
The F L U is killin' me
I fuckin' cant breathe.
I am feelin reli uncomfortable
Mayb i should go see a doctor soon.
:(
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Saturday, May 08, 2004
U'll neva noe wat im readin' now...
Its kinda silly, hee
Still, it brings a smile to me.
Will snap back to e present afta it
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Saturday, May 08, 2004
OMG!
Results r out!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha!
3 Bs!!!!! (one B+)
Comdi(ok eng has alwiz been my favo so its expected haha)
Bloody presentation made my A bcum B.
Jovin is shy. bloody shy wahaha. Nia i hate to tok. ha
Got B+ for culture n expression
lol im an antique.
Nia haha i scored for da rational which i tot was all crap! haha
I can crap damn well, its been proven.
Got B for photography too!
YAY!
I tot cheeyong wldn like my pics!
Am shocked haha
So much so for my mountin da very LAST min haha!
Da rest all Cs n Ds.
Well at least 4 my worst subj(da screwed up one i had to redo in less den 3 days)
I alr lost 40% for part one
But managed to clinch a D for da 60%
heh.
Ah wells....wat do u expect from a slacker anyways...
:)
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, May 07, 2004 @Friday, May 07, 2004
On a lighter note let me bring u recollections of yday..
Dwntwn late
gd thing im out....coz...haha
Da crowd was gd
Sometimes it does hlp
when da noise can drown one out
Hides da silence
Jay sann me for fareast den ta came
Den Jay ta loo tiffy me for pasta mania
Ai! so many names dey r gettin me confused heh
Ta left
Da rest headed dwn Indochine
Waited 4 bdae ger
Full hse gotta wait for seats
Decided to head dwn Hard Rocks instead
N it was great dere reli
We were so interactive(wif da waitresses haha)
Jay had a gd tm takin pic wif one of dem haha
N da ger who has a reli swt smile..
turned out to be tiffy's senior haha n my fellow tp mate!!
N she tot i was from sac!!!! heh ...wat...!
Had some fingerfood 2 tubs of ice-cream fudge wateva it is...
2 bottles of red wine were appreciated
n Kel Jay me shot down B..oh shites da no jus got lost amongst my memory cells...ha
After effects of alcohol.
Anyways u see we were playin 5/10
N as tm goes by everyone took a longer tm to even put up deir hands
haha human reaction tm 0.3secs + alcoholic temp brain block 5.0secs
Plus another 5secs for me for takin panadol earlier haha
Tiffy left.
Remainin us got even crazy wif each passin min
Da greese nite american function one level below us got us all into da groovin mood lol
Ok n UNDER da influence of alcohol if i din' rem wrongly..
we actually danced ok dats nth wrong at all
But i tink...we got snapped!!!!!
Urgh shite dis pic album ought to be password protected!! lol
N i tink ull get to see many RED lobsters. :p
Ok, we did stupid things lk...throwin nuts at each otha n tryin to catch dem wif our mouths?
haha ya lucky we r tucked away in some nice corner ha!
Hey but dats da spirit k.
Look at those below
Dey r jus so enthu n ons
Singaporeans r jus so dead.
Dats not da way!
We tot it was reli stupid to go hm when we were so hyperly high
Cabbed landed up Bq
Landed in monks
Ok la..at least kel cld claim her bdae drinks fr susan haha
den another scotch bottle was opened
Bonkers i tell ya.
But we didn drink much alr..
coz everyone was havin headaches n tipsiness alr...ha
3 of us den disappeared away frm d crowd n...talk
Ok...mayb jus me n kel....coz jay was tryin to puke haha
We talked about...............haha of coz i won tell!
Oh shites i cant breathe!
wait i gotta go get air!
k.
Ah wells alot goin on in our minds i guess.
But come to tink abt it it all amounts to nth, isnt it?
Aint dat tinkin of sth not necessary den?
Ya yup yes.
Why did d closin song had to be it?
Angels....?
Ya rite
Cabbed hm wif jay n sharon
Poor Sharon sandwiched btw d 2 cranky ones..haha
N yes jay i rem blurry i tink sharon said sth bout one day we go her place n she'll cook us mee!
haha...wat a nice ger. :)
Great nite out, within ourselves.
Buddy hope out of all other things u did enjoy urself las nite!
I did! :)
Oh no...da plan for today cancelled.
i tink b2 muz be reli disappointed..
hey its ok...we can go another day k!
:)
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Friday, May 07, 2004
I hate it when i drink
Do things i'll regret
Its sucha small thing
But still, im sure in my rite mind i wouldn't do it
Coz the dead response jus shakes me up
Almos lethally silent
Rather reluctance come as nth
It doesn't even get across.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Friday, May 07, 2004
Ya maybe
I lack self-confidence, for a reason or another
To worse it up
i have problems in expressing myself most of d tm
N giving up often strikes across mind
too often den it shld.
I cant breathe!
Sufferin for lk 2 weeks le
But am glad my throat is slightly betta as compared to few days ago
I tink i shld go kino 2 wait 4 da rest rite?
At least i get to read
den rottin here at hm.
When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes.
The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight.
Yet your so above me and I cannot fly.
To the angel above me I long to be with.
With.
Above Me -Rufio
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, May 04, 2004 @Tuesday, May 04, 2004
shrugs sick for whole week
feels so terrible
been to places i should go
thinkin bout it
dere wldn be a need to hide
if in da 1st place u hav nth to hide
Sexed Up-Robbie William
Loose lips sunk ships
I'm getting to grips
With what you've said
No it's not in my head
I cannot awaken the dead day after day.
Why don't we talk about it ?
Why do you always doubt that there could be a better way?
haha da title's so Robbie.
//// Strike me off your list
Make this the last kiss
I'll walk away
Jus tot it all sounds good
Hows it over at da other side of da sky?
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, May 01, 2004 @Saturday, May 01, 2004
All tucked away in da otha corner of sg- changi
All changed n ready to head dwn town
Den change of plans
Poop! Ended up in Changi Beach Country Club.
My middle n 4th finger is so aching from da 8 games of bowlin tonite!
Hope dey dun swell to da size of cucumbers tom ha!
Dinner was great!
Eat until explode.
Da lime juice dey served tasted SO funny our faces all squinshed
But who cares, as long as it can detoxify me from las nite's alcohol rite..
Fuckin guai oh..
Go hm dat early a tm
Dad muz be wishin hard i stay tis way for long lol..
Oh gosh i cant slp.
Somebody take my i.n.s.o.m.i.a away...
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
