? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, October 20, 2008 @Monday, October 20, 2008
Workin from 2pm to next mornin 10am
again
Its crazy. Im not human, i am but a robot.
I tried to get more sleep las nite
But managed to catch 5 hrs only
Bad..
Another comrade lost
A friend resigned
Those who should leave nv leave
those could have enlightened atmosphere shouldn left
left.
Couldn take it
n left
E people e stress e pressures.
I need a trip away.
+Feeling so small in tis vast world+
+Exhaustion and weariness tides in...+
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, October 12, 2008 @Sunday, October 12, 2008
I was reli feelin terrible
My weariness
My depress
And a mere hope of comfort at e sight
Thinkin of glad thoughts
Of puttin my heart to e slightest solace
Setting my clock earlier
May e hours bring me closer, sooner
Must it be?
E greatest solace i could get
I only hear sobs
Of tat broken.
Why did e hand tat could hold to heal
was e very one to bow e arrow
tat shot thru n thru
E pain on my hands
A grain of sand compared to tat inside
Everything crushed i was
E nite, too cruel
How bad I was feelin
N who would even twitch an eye
not even one who care
/////////////I breathe all tis pain in silence...//////////////
Do u meant it, can u tell me i am wrong.
I dont wanna be rite.
Tell, me
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Friday, October 10, 2008 @Friday, October 10, 2008
Fuckin remarks
I am so tired from tis job, these people
Some people some how just know how to take advantage of others
Just know how to be fuckin scheming
I donno why i had to take so much
I hate how i have helped ppl
I have worked overhours over shifts for u fuckin ppl
N yet when i have tis one fucked up split shift
I see how all have HELPED
FUCK u all
All of me tat i always give
Look where it always fuckin get me
U
U could so jolly well help without being much affected
Yet u are so DAMN fucked up
Let me say it again
I fuckin have nth to say ok
I dont wish to argue
Or even start how ive been played out ok
SO FUCKIN keep ur comments to urself
If dont want to help, its ok
I can always take it all myself
I am more man den so many of u
I feel so fucked
I took all ur fucked shifts n hours, i even took warning letter for someone
I beared it all
Wat else man
I can only say i am so fuckin stupid for being so selfless
Been quarreling with u senseless
A colleague i tot would help me out
Forget it man
U r just a kid so childish
at least dont speak ok
And i swear my heart is so hurt
Tis world, kindness only gets u dying
People are fuckin bastards
I am SO FUCKIN' weary
Can someone take me somewhere else..
Rock is e only way
i can channel all these anger, frustrations, hurt, pain, exhaustion...
So blast tat music over n over n over again.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, October 07, 2008 @Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Thanks for coming down to e airport
Thanks for e 3 layer sandwich u made
N a giant HELLO PANDA
u just spoilt my GIANT diet plan :)
But as i ate e sandwich u made, i really was touched.
Thanks for waiting till dawn till i off work
Before i could say how i failed my dieting,
big breakfast was on its way!
Hur.
We combed e 2 giant buildings den.
Tat was e earliest i shopped, for a very long tm
Hur.
It was v tiring,
i tink u also were v tired.
But it reli helped me destressed alot
was reli a comfort
to tis weary heart of mine
Thanks to e effort really.
:)
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Tuesday, October 07, 2008
E good news tats been long awaited!
300 increase
which means alot
in terms of hard work or comfort basis
It was a lucky strike
Not exactly an increase out of company's goodwill
but bcoz they had to match e pay with tat of e changed pay scheme for new applicants
But still,
money cant cover everything
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
