Tuesday, March 03, 2009 @Tuesday, March 03, 2009
I can't get to sleep tis nite
Suddenly had a gush of feel
N jus thought ill come in here to write
Den i realised
Wow, its been a long tm since i came here
Tis nite
It feels kinda blue.. kinda heavy..
Perhaps my evening hasnt been too well
And here i am
Trying to seek comfort, but lost
And here i am
Trying to find inner peace with myself,
but no so
Tis head
heavy with thoughts
heavy with worries
heavy with whats
I am tryin..
I feel sad that im not felt tat way
How better could i be?
Perhaps its just my fault..
for being not good enough.
....
And i gazed far
its a killer to think
wats in dat bleak future for me
When u wish u could know e next step
when u wished u had a clue
when u wished u could achieve more
but i see myself here n nothing
i hang my head
n sob.
I am workin hard
does anyone know
I wished i had somewhere i could lay
i wished i had support
Thinkin of nex week
Having to go thru e ..
I already wished i could escape
Not e rock songs tonite
Perhaps tis soft music
hopefully i am able to put all aside
n go to sleep..
Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
