Thursday, September 18, 2008 @Thursday, September 18, 2008
"Your wounds r all very badly infected.."
2nd time to e clinic
Too pain, too ill.
Call...
"So wat time?"
Call...
"Wat time gonna finish?"
Rush...rush...
Ask ... ask...
I already guessed e reason for e rush
Call again..
"If too late or u go bac urself...
...coz JAYNE .... know....
My answer
"GO ...dont need wait for me .."
"How bout ur dinner"
"Im dont wanna eat already"
I just knew it
U were so anxious to fetch e small queen
u cant make her wait
Bcoz my legs couldn bend
I had to sit on e sideways seat
N was so giddy all e way i almost puked
Vibration.. call... vibration
I had to cross tat fuckin overhead bridge
It took me a whole 15 mins or more to do tat
But even if i fuckin had to hav my leg amputed
Or fuckin climb on my hands
I wouldn even call u to help me
(Just like how u never ever fuckin was there for me when i needed u)
In my whole life.
It took me a frigg' almost 3 hours to get home
I was so unwell
And piercing pain came from tat somewhere else
I wasnt a bad kid
You made me one.
I wasnt a feelingless person
You made me one.
I wasnt a silent child
You made me one.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
