Have u ever felt how it felt when ure shaking whole body with anger
Even if im a nobody Why must u keep doin tis to us Our sorrow is your joy.
Ur wickedness hits me inside n out
I didn even eat a single thing from my dinner plate i threw my dinner all away
Why must u be so mean
I hate you I even wish i could hurt u physically
You have made me hurt For so many years
Do u know how bad how bad how fuckin bad i feel inside. All that hurt all that ive put up since small.
U are a christian even? I spit to that.
I am a stepdaughter But i am also a human. Have u forgotten?
And i want to know..... Can somebody answer me
I try to be a good person always i smile courteously, i always try to help, i always try to make people smile
What then, have tis world given me
Many tell me you have a good life Dont ever say that when u dont know how i feel
U all tell me ur probs But have u ever reached e point U stand at e edge n any moment u may choose to be dead den alive It takes much more. N when i feel that, carrying all of the pain so long, Dont ever tell me that.
Soul less Is what u find me. In side this body, Empty.
I went , walking in e heavy heavy rain It couldnt wash away my wounds But i felt so good fuckin good that my tears could go with e rain
The lightning strikes across like no ones buisness It doesnt bother a fuck shit to me Wat could be frightening?
I am all torn inside
Nobody cares.
N i hate u, mother
Mother It doesn mean a thing just a word.
Why did u bring me to tis world n den forsaken me?
Do u understand wat it reli means to be without mother.
Do u noe, mother?
Living in fear first day of sch to when i finish Living in fear of e other woman And quenching my fist as she hit me e first time
I hit her daughter She came to me I get hit Who, den, comes?
Never having some one to talk about troubles about problems Never had anyone to talk to at all All all every fucking thing i only could keep it and hold it myself
E reason why i became this introvert kid back den E reason why i am this broken person i am today
The torture i went through u will never know.
I feel so much pain N i cry i break
I hate this world Today i will make it a day From today onwards I only have in place these people The only who cares, but i wished more sometimes.
Co, and my auntie.
There used to be some other people i held But now thinking they did hurt me its true N not once but again n again They didnt really care after all.
//////A painstricken heart, a hurting mind, a long broken soul........//////
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
& PROFILE
Jovin
I believe in gravity but i don believe in tis world// I see not white n black but mostly greys// Smile like u mean it// Jus a ride go round n round-Life// Only best thing-u fill my little world//
