Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I am so tired
But yet the voices pierce my ear drums like a gust
And i had to be awoken
And my ego has to be hurt like this again
Like it were some toy to begin with
I had to grow up
Hearing all the fuck that brings me down when i am not
Hearing it from the people dear who say it
Reducing me to tears tho i fuckin wished not
I had to grow up
Believing i was this lousy
Believing i never could do anything
Believing i was wayward
How many times have u broken my heart
Even though e moment u came in
u used that gentle voice n caring
Don't give it to me
I feel like busting u
Have u ever thought for me
I never had love and care
I dont need them since then
Dont need u to care for me
U can love the other
Just Leave Me ALone.
I cant wait...
To get out of this nightmare...this fucking nitemare...
///Been in lousy mood...i wished i could leave...to some place...///
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
