Monday, April 21, 2008 @Monday, April 21, 2008
I wasnt feelin too happy
I took mc today
K not tat i was not feelin ok physically
Ive been havin bad insomnia
and ive a bloody stiff neck now
tat i cant turn left
It gives me a headache
But doc wasnt willing to gif me sleepin pills
Hes afraid ill commit suicide i tink heh
Wats e point when with tis rate
it deteriotes my health day by day
Its slow suicide.
I cant even imagine how sick i will be like 20 yrs down e road
or i tink 10 im already affected
Sigh....
who will take care of me den
:(
Was lookin at melbourne
v lax
Mayb i should reli tink about migrating there....
shrugs.
/////If only i could buy time........///////
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love