Saturday, February 09, 2008 @Saturday, February 09, 2008
Take e chance here to wish "Happy New Yr"
Doesn mean any more a significant than every other day
Tis yr didn do much visiting
Worked pretty much
N slept v litt
Ate n ate
Wen to visit my granny n aunt
Learnt tat my granny is ill
I really wish she is well.
Most times, i dont show
how i feel in my heart
Tats y more den often
People never know how much they mean to me
They may never know, they may even misunderstand
But i do not say
Even though it hurts me inside silently
that they do not know they mean tat much
Sometimes we let affection
go unspoken,
Sometimes we let our love
go unexpressed,
Sometimes we can't find words to tell
our feelings,
Especially towards those
we love the best. Yday not too bad
Coz caught 2 movies in a day
"Dunk" n "P.S I love you"
PS is nice
E show is slightly different from e storybook
E book is sadder n e story more touchin
i like e book better actually
How do u cope, really
To lose someone u loved.. so long..
To me, u can never heal.
Chinese new yr tis yr some things make me sad too
Do u continue caring for ones who do not care for u?
Makin an effort but u see they don even bother
Hold in high places but u are not even placed in their hearts.
However, chinese new yr to me don hav to be a explodin one
I did like simple quality spent
May not have big plans, may not be doin much
Mayb a simple meal, mayb a laugh shared or two
A crazy trip to e arcade mayb? :)
I can also DUNK! hurs
Today wen back work
Hai i am so uptight
I am so stressed, to my teeth
I donno if i can handle all
But i am left to die
I close my eyes but it never stops there
I never get to rest
My head keeps spinning
And everything just keeps flashin n going thru my mind
I am also ill
I am facing an eating disorder
Really i keep eating n eatin
I keep thinking i keep ceasing to breathe
N i just eat n eat to escape
I eat mindlessly
In no time i have to see a doc
N seeing myself so out of shape throws me further to depression
But nothing works.
I donno wat im suffering.
I know im crazy to say tis coz i just got back
But i wished i could go away on a trip
Even a day to any place
I would appreciate...
