Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @Wednesday, November 29, 2006
today
today so bitter
walk to serangoon
my legs felt they were breakin
but i wen on n on
i couldn stop
Tis world
does not belong
some day will take me away
i will leave
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember howI can't remember
whyI'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
I scream i try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
fade off
Silence
I feel disconnected
how could
and why
How could such things be said
how could thoughts
..especially from
you
My feelings have been in vain
My love been mocked
N me made a fool
Do anything
but dun misjudge tis feelings
these effort
everythin i put in
How can tis be
tell me
i am struck without a word
u make me bend my head n cry
u make me reduce to nothing
nothing
dat i hate me.
u make me feel stained
d time anticipated
w sweet thoughts as i wen
theyre gone
has been slapped
has been stabbed
i can from d bottom of me say i haven let u down
i couldn have **ved u more
or u didnn tink so
but u let me down
tis.
d good will i have in me
u flipped it
N i gave nothing more than my everything
It kills
everytime i rem how u tink
do u know how i reli feel
now
n all of u else
u all take me n step me
Yet i cant do anythin to fight bac
Family
never existed in my life
I wasnt supp to be here
it won hurt me to be gone
It won hurt
like how i hurt now.
I didn look up at the sky today to look at d stars
afraid ill get deceived once again by its beauty.
The lights all on
the skies r darker tis nite
As i drink my bottle..
at home
first tm
first tm i feel so bad
so bad
As i drink my bottle..
As i shut myself down.
I still ask myself, whyu.
I hope tis plays in tat moment
dat depart moment
dat last song i leave
for d song i feel
life.
