Friday, December 02, 2005 @Friday, December 02, 2005
How can tis be?
still find it hard to believe somehow
Not very very close, but still some tinge of pity
Out of all, he will come forth to chat
A nice chap, easy going n friendly
What made this young air force guy jump?
What was he going through dat he saw no more hope, no more meaning
Dat death seems the only comfort he could get, or at least to stop d pain
How helpless he must have been, how dark
Life sometimes wears one out.
It crunches, that tis could have been avoided
Did u actually didn mean it to push him so far
Did u didnt see dat wat u wan wat u tink is small but could be too much to take for someone else
Did u always think tom would always wait for u
Did u ever thought ur stubborness would somehow leave no mark for tom
Have u ever thought ur 'ill c u another time' will leave u never able to c him again
U nv saw darkness b4, growin up with all d love,comfort n all goods
U tot u had all d time
I wonder now wat time means to u at dis very moment
How slow does one day pass by?
But now u see how bad u wished, n how hard it is to go back jus one day
Do u now see some lost u can never replay
U go on regret whole life
U see things n u think ur own way, in d small picture
Now only tis made u let u see it in d big picture
How many regrets, how much hurt r u feelin?
Why didnt u just stepped a step bac, y didn u tink for other
Will tis be a wake up call for u my cousin i noe ull see things more differently from now
Everyone is sad a good person was lost,only 23 or 24 yrs old?
U will be sad for u lost someone who loved u dearly.
U saw urself all d tm, u failed to see how he always try to love u better.
Ive seen deaths
Time, we r at its mercy.
Don't presume, don't assure, u always have tomorrow.
Nothing is certain
I grasp onto all d time i have.
Special time with special one.
