true love does not alter

Tuesday, November 30, 2004 @Tuesday, November 30, 2004

So much so 4 xmas.
My bones r gonna shatter from workin
So much stock, so much pple
Work non stop!

My nose keeps running..
Not dat i hav a runny nose
dere can only be 1 reason.

So i hadn blogged bout my hol trip?
Actually cant reli rem exactly already heh
Alrite lets try...

Plane journey dere was filled w turbulences
Den again at such moments
it makes one realise things.

D comfort of d sq plane trips are d glasses of baileys i ordered!
But i learnt frm d air stewardess dat the alcohol effect on a person on air is 6 tms dat on one on ground.
Wow.

China food is oily Oily OILY!!
D noodles n fried rice shine under d light no joke.
Its also very salty!!!!Every dish is salty!
N brkfast is buffet while d rest are 10 courses meals.
N thanks to dat ive put on 2 or more kg
Things made worse wif bottles of beer to accompany EVERY meal
For deir beers r SO cheap.
N ive sampled about 8 different kinds of beers, one different one for each province we wen to.
Tried alot of wierd gourmets too

For all of the hol trips mostly to d west
Tis trip to china has also added to my insights
Learnt new culture, new traditions n certainly learnt quite abit abt d marvellous language CHINESE
Toilet culture is one nt to be missed haha
Dey hav drain like toilets
where d las cubicle is d poor thing one
For u get to see all d TREASUREs dat flow dwn rite frm d 1st cubicle!
N i dun get it...y cheena women jus seem to always not be lockin deir cubicle doors
N so i got quite some awkward
N toilet trips r certainly irritants
For deir rather conservative society,
Dey are quite oblivious of such things
N so whenever i walk into d toilet, i get ALL eyes on me lk i was glitterin or sth
But sadly i received not jus fame, but was greeted always wif tis sentence, "Ze shi nu che!"(tis is d ladies)
Its nt my fault its my trench coat's fault
It covered wat needed to be seen ha!

Daddy was cute
He said one sentence,"China pple got nth betta to do, everyday go "gong yuan"(garden) only"
Which is quite true..
Most of our sightseein places r gong yuans lol
Hey but deir gong yuans r nice ok...nt our bishan park, punggol park kind..

Tour guide was xiao lou
N we had different pple for d different provinces.
Similarity is dat all deir names r xiao sth..

I like suzhou language d best
Damn "te"!
Hair can stand
ha
Interested pple can gif me a ring
I picked up a few phrases dere

Their salons r funny
Dey dun run under white light but purplish or blueish lights
N deres quite a no of women who wld be seated inside
Dey wld be starin at u
mummy says dey r sleezy salons, dey dun actually cut ur hair.
Dad n me wanted to go in 2 hav a hair wash bcoz we had lots of free tm b4 we head 2 d airport on d las day
but mummy jus wldn allow us to go in to any of d shops haha
Ended goin in every supermart to kill tm when actually all sells almos d same things

China ladies....
Hmm!
So far nt bad...
But none can compare to d ger in d pearl factory!
Shes so pretty resembles dat of vicki zhao
Lovely eyes!
She was at d 1st counter
After browsin thru dat area i wen on to others..but when she passed by me
She smiled!
Fainted haha.
den whenever we passed by each other, we wld smile :)
So i didn even walk ard already, i jus stood dere lookin at d glass showcase which was beside her counter
But of coz i was lookin at another showcase ya? haha
Pretty pretty.

If only sg had winter...
How nice it would be.

Actually at d end of it, i was quite hesistant to come back
Comin bac means to face reality
N i hate it so.

ha...ok face it..
watever.

xmas comin ya?
All i wan for xmas is...........................................

To be continued.....

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Thursday, November 18, 2004 @Thursday, November 18, 2004

Oh tis airport internet service actually works!
haha.

Oh wells i am bored...
Jus had a double serving of swensens ice-cream
Mountain high scoops! haha
Yumyum...
But im awaiting for ice-cream back in sg..
:)

A last min meetin 4 of us
A good day b4 i leave for s.h
*big smile

Even tho accidents always come up to us las min...
We can turn things all well
N have our good laugh!
How amazing.. :)

Sometimes clouds blur my vision
Sometimes thoughts leave me lost
But moments are clear when we are near.

I dunno so much..
But i noe my smile is true
The smiles with you.

To shanghai i come...
Woo cold weather thats one thing i am lookin forward to!
:)

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Wednesday, November 17, 2004 @Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Work at heerens

I tink i muz hav been a blur block
But d funny thing is dat kelly also blur tog w me
but she says its bcoz im dere!

I made so many silly blunders
Dat at d end of d day we were all havin jaw aches after laughin whole day..
:)
Luckily manager not in! haha

Hmm d pple here r nice...
hav dax haha.

Bumped into han on my way to work.
Lookin forward to a nite out tog all of us! :)
Oh man i kinda miss those clubbin days ha

Visited huis durin brk too..
Long tm havent seen tis ger as well
Shes doin great i tink..
earnin bigger bucks den me..
sittin down while im sloggin out
haha
Catch up again soon too aights! :)

I noe wat to get frm shanghai already
"Ko you"
haha.
yes an old ah pek with backache.
My back's been givin me old pains again.
Shrugs.

Dax asked to meet d rest at hougang afta work
So took a lift on her bike.
met d rest
Hy n co didn come.
Fiona bought sweets n chocs
N i got a snickers!
haha.
Hmm shes quite observant..
noticed dat i love snickers hehe.
She luffed at me later sayin i got the face of a satisfied kid.
:)
We were so makin plans for dec!

Was walkin hm..
when i realised there were so many stars.

Reached hm at bout one plus?

Woke up was already lunchtm haha
N guess wat....
I havent pack my lugguage!
hiaks :D
I tink i will pack few hrs b4 i leave for airport.
N im very sure i will reach shanghai n say.."eh i forgot to bring tis...i forgot to bring tat...!"
hee.

Close my eyes
Take a deep breadth
N jus stop my mind from thinkin for awhile

A trip away might do me good.

From weary work, from tis weariness, dat weariness..

N let out a soft sigh.

So dats all for now.
N if i nv get back..
U noe the things i wanted to say rite?
No?
den how?
haha i dunno.
I have to resent n blame my shyness den.

Haha no..jus kiddin *touch wood*
I got to be back.
So many things not yet done.

*My misses...

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Monday, November 15, 2004 @Monday, November 15, 2004

Had 2 huge cakes for brkfast!
Choc n oreo cheesecake
*looks down at tummy
Ai yo yo!
;p

Wanted to club
Its been some tm since i last club..
I miss d deafening noise dat i can drown myself in
I miss d feelin of after drinkin, d moment when i can lose myself in d tipsyness
To forget all thats going in whirls in my mind for a moment
All the sighs.
After thursday, i reli feel lk drinking..

Didn club in d end

A flashback for us
Oh mans sure was entertainin ha..
When we were young then.

Didn stay long
wen dwn poolside instead
Sorry i was lk dozing off.. heh
See old already..

Sorry i made you cry...
I didn't mean to..

Seems tat the topic for d nite is death.
Made me think...

Wat if sth happens to d the plane journey when i fly off to shanghai tis thurs
U neva noe wat will happen..
Will i regret for never saying the things i wanted to say
It will be too late den.

My Sepet.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Friday, November 12, 2004 @Friday, November 12, 2004

*Dun take my trying so hard for granted
If u keep bendin the branch, it will break one day.

I need a direction
I need a way
To know if i should stay, or go.

It has been quite long
I am losing it day by day

Long Long day.
Lunch wif parents
Dim sum restaurant was SO packed d queue was until d staircase!
Packeted 2 eggtarts bring back shop..
but had a hard tm explainin to parents! heh
Finally ,my hair has color! haha
A little too copper red too bright tho
See how stressed i am...
To make such a fast n impromptu decision ha
I tink boss gonna fry me fish le haha

So tired but i still travelled all the way there.
Passed the egg tarts
She did say nice

But.. ... ...

Den wen back
A little of unwelcome

Mayb i should get it.
Sigh.

*Iamexhausted

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Thursday, November 11, 2004 @Thursday, November 11, 2004

And tat was how my bdae passed tis yr...

Some "wrong dates"
Some whom i nv tot wld wish me did
And some of the wishes dat never came...

Things dat u let go
Sometimes u can lose.
And be sad for all of your years.

For all of the times
I hear people sayin when it was there dey didn cherish me
Till dey lost me dat dey regret so
I hear, but i never knew how dat felt.
Till i lost.
I had it rite beside me
For all the times it tried so hard to be by my side
Even tho my sight was other where
I nv tot one day i would lose it till the day
And regret in all the days dat follow
You didn wish me. My old time friend.

Tis bdae..
also had promises dat nv came.

So much so for looking forward for it...
when its nothing.
Only a sad, tired me going home...

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Tuesday, November 09, 2004 @Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Finally home.
After 1 2 3 4 days.

Bdae started off bad.
Only to realise it boils down to miscommunication..
sigh.

Luckily on d actual day it got betta n betta...
Like a bdae gift granted to me, "Sepet" came bac to d screens.
And we finalli caught it. :)
Its a pretty simple but heartwarming show..
N it taught me something.

Funny my 1st bdae cake dat came..without d bdae song haha!
But still its very much appreciated by me. ;)
The whole day the buses we took were all so packed n we ended up sitting on the "VIP seats" always.
:p
Something special la huh...

Afta d show, it was down taka for food hunting.
Had reli chocolately chocolate donuts!
Den came d butt rattling bus journey dwn pasir ris.
At d bus-stop waitin for d bus
we decided to entertain ourselves by takin videos wif d phone
So engrossed in all d laughings dat our bus jus pass by in front of us afta waitin for so long!
How silly we can be! :p
Den we had the *teng teng teng to gif the special gift
but doesn seem to like it though..

Met up with kel jess n nul.
Time wif old pals nth can be more warm den dat.
Oh n nt forgettin kel n jess's new pup, SO CUTE!

*The stars that nite hung across the entire sky so beautifully

Bac to d chalet
Dey were busy bbqing their mashmellows
While fio was busy makin me drink! ha!
D otha side came dwn,was abit awkward but who cares..
N i was made to unwrap a 20 layers present by Miss ang.
Not forgettin d SCOTCHTAPE layers!
N i got an extra gift by d end of it- a blister on my hand!

Most of dem left.
D 4 of us played cards den mahjong.
Mrs pig was jus the funniest
She made us all roll in luffter in d middle of d nite!
Luff till Stomachache i tell ya :p
The luffter accompanied us all d way to bed!
N u can nv imagine how we sleep...
We are jus so ke ai! haha
The first nite i couldn reli get to sleep....
:)

Nex day brkfast at macs
Den left dax n me while d rest wen bac to work
We were 2 bored bungs...Dunno wat to do....
Shop around n suddenly! we got tis crazy idea!
Decided to get a gift for d gers haha
It was so cute i tell u
Imagine us...standin dere in front of trays of tiny little undies n choosin...
So dere we were...choosin one for each...d cartoon dey will like..d design etc..
Nex we wen 2 get wrappin paper n tape
N got another idea we got d pooh bottles of biscuits too
So ended up havin lotsa to do
hee

Dax fiona me Headed yang hse to rest
But we ended up teachin her chem
Faint 4 yrs nv touch chem...rusty le haha
Dinner
Wen hm
Den out to airport to fetch li
Fio was quarrelin w li but i noe she was very happy deep dwn..
Bcoz she has been lovesick for many days already! Everyday tell me how much she miss her! haha
We acted a show dat nite! ha
Bac 2 d chalet..
came d terror game
So paiseh man!
:)

Nex mornin
Mrs pig got called bac to work
dat carrie person...so irritating!

We helped dax unload everythin n send up her hse
3 or 4 levels up d stairs wif all d big boxes
faint..all of us yao suan bei tong!
old already ok...haha

Hm swt hm
but only to bathe ha
Den headed out to meet to go jb
Lunch eatin at some bbq place
den shoppin
Dinner at some market
i like...very family feeling. :)
Got fried egg!!!! hehe
Crossin d customs was a scary thing again...

Oh ya b4 dat when we were enterin jb over at d sg customs
d officer hold my passport up to my face n said...."This is you?"
Fainted.

By d tm we left for hm everyone was punctured already
Tired from all d walking...muz rem only slept for bout 7 hs for 2 days!

Somehow it didn feel nice...
If only you were here too

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love