Friday, October 29, 2004 @Friday, October 29, 2004
Bloody hell fats dat stick around me.
Supper somemore, shame.
Last nite afta dinner n ice-cream, headed off to mt fio n li
Ended up havin steamboat n chilli crab near MIDNIGHT
tell me how bad dat is.
Monday dat has passed
was d 1st tm in 2 or 3 mths dat i stepped into twn
N tat of reli go twn, nt for work sake
But it was a good day! :)
Doin nth yet d whole day was filled...
haha contradicting?
Crazy little things.
As days near by, trains of thoughts wheeze by.
I am not tokin abt anythin specific here
For we already know by now dat life isn't jus abt one issue
Esp d older we gets, d more issues we gotta face.
And to look back,
it has been so much.
Ok dat i will leave to write for my usual yr end reflection.
But it wld no doubt be a long one..
for d yr n d previous have been one most turning point for me
Thoughts and my ways.
how much my beliefs have changed, good and bad.
how i engaged myself and shocked alot.
how things dat most pple wld tink mean alot to me doesn, n wat most pple think doesn mean anything means alot.
N things dat i once tot mattered so much to me doesn matter dat much at d end now, n things dat i once tot didn matter i learnt d painful lesson of how much it matters to me.
And do not try to figure out wat dey are,
Because you will be wrong.
For the mind is the most unforeseen part of the human being.
What u see is often not wat it is.
*And sometimes i wonder
How it would be like to sit beside you and look up at the blue skies and count the cows out in the field...
When life is all butterflies.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, October 23, 2004 @Saturday, October 23, 2004
Oh wells..
Its a sunday already.
Ok passed quite fast
simply bcoz i didn go work on sat ha.
Guess its d walkin under d rain on fri
N jus as i was fallin aslp at around 3, i was awoken at 4 plus coz judy's illness came back
N we attended to her
So dere i was a zombie d nex day.
Head was spinnin no way i cld mk it thru d 10 hr shift!!
Rested all d way
But hit out of d door at around 8.
Well, sick patients need fresher air don dey? ha.
Dax came to fetch me wif d other two
We headed dwn bugis first to wait for fio to close shop
yes someone finally got out of d prison hee
We headed dwn jalan besar, to try d new 24hrs dim sum shop.
yes, finally get to eat our dimsum..we've been tokin bout dimsum since lk lis chalet MTHS ago
But it wasn dat fantastic
hence we headed dwn geylang for tau huey
We sure can eat don we? haha.
Was abt 2 plus or 3 alr
Nex destination was changi
D gers were SO excited for deir ba poks.
I tell ya one ba pok was walkin in circle ard d carpark, which wasn dat big an area
She was reli seriously jus circlin n circlin wif dat same facial expression, wif an umbrella in her hand.
Serious case of rejection, dat she had to jus keep circlin n circlin for no one was pickin her up!
Afta dey had enuff of deir ba pok-ing
we drove 2 d end of old changi road
Guess we spoilt d romantic date of d duo in d car near us
For we were so loud, laughin n laughin
We got off d car to watch d planes fly by
Despite d slight drizzle n d irritating bat who kept circlin round us,
it was a very nice thing to do...
Jus standin by the car and chatting away
We covered almos all d topics dat cld be covered ha.
Reached hm abt 4?
But chatted till 6 plus.
D sky was already bright when i wen to bed haha
Ups and Downs
Ups and downs...
Ups and downs.
Life.
I am lookin forward to d chalet.
The simple gift.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, October 19, 2004 @Tuesday, October 19, 2004
On monday "Uncle tan" came dwn durin my brk!
Jus finished my lunch den she called n DEMANDED me to come out rite now 2 welcome her
haha SHE brought me tutu kueh n muah chee!!!! MUAH CHEE! haha. ok.
So i had multiple lunches.
See i told u i have so many visitors rite! haha.
Den we all seemed 2 hav laughing gas dat nite
3 of us luffed n luffed at every small litt thing.
dat we cldn concentrate n closed shop at 11 plus!!!!!
Manager wanted to faint man haha.
I also wanted to faint man.
I was asked to do d clock display bcoz i was a DESIGN student.
Pls d thing is how to squeeze all of dem up
One look at the surface area space available n d clocks u noe it is so wrong alr!!!!
But i slanted dem n managed ha.
Yday worked in heerens coz dey short of staff.
Fwah d place is lk how packed! coz deyre changing d whole display.
I took stock
deir storeroom is i tell u....filled to d BRIM!
I was standing ok on 1 feet mind u coz dere wasn even space 4 2 feets
So i was standing n puttin d big bags of plush stock(stuff toys) which each bag was lk up to my eyes
N d delivery man was passin more n more bags to xueli who was puttin dem at d doorway of d storeroom
Until i realise i was lk stuck inside no joke.
So i had to shout fr d other end
"XUELI!!!!! HELP! I am still inside la!"
She luffed n luffed.
U can nv imagine d storeroom until u see it.
Dey seriously need space.
But tm passed very quickly
coz i was doin work every min of d day! haha i lk it tis way.
oh n i was made to do clock display again
Aghs!
She said, "ur manager says u are a design student n did d kovan clock display yday rite...so today u do for us k!"
I look at her wif my eyes so big n stunned
But she only luffed n luffed.
So dere u go...i faced clocks once again.
Li n fio came dwn to find us.
We stayed outside heerens for awhile
Gosh i realise i haven't been in town for a long tm.
We headed dwn serangoon for prata!
Tis week workin 6 days..
Hurry hurry pass.
My hands all filled with cuts and peels
haha.
Next show to watch...yesterday once more...SAMMI!!!!!
Kel is goin to scream too haha!!!
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, October 17, 2004 @Sunday, October 17, 2004
Hmm im adapting to d colleagues at my workplace le
Manager's fine too.
Guess i jus need to get used to d workload n hours.
Every nite i get fried rice for supper too
So aint dat bad rite? :)
Sux..dat means ill be growing horizontal too.
Den guess d mystery visitor i got?
haha actually i bumped into reli a NUMBER of peeps
but tis one came to see me haha gave me a blinking shock
But its nice to have familiar faces around
Everyone knows how exhausting work can get
wat a comfort
smile.
Im expecting my parents someday ha..
Aim for my breaktms
Else u mite get a cold me
coz i am quite a professional worker ok..
Workin tm means work
haha.
Life is quite unpredictable isnt it
After work can jus end myself up in a temple on a thurs nite
Long story ha..
but ya..oh wells a different experience...wayang shows n all lol
seriously i prefer such out of suddens, or spontaneous stuffs.
I didn do much of d praying, of cos.
But she was jus as suprised dat i actually know quite alot abt dese temple proceedures.
Pls... when i was younger i go dere pretty often
Den...we had supper! Ice cream! ha.
Sat
After work wen dwn swensens
Ice cream again! haha
Mj's bdae
Kept her in d dark bout her gift
guess she was a tat of disappointed till i handed her d gift
haha an awfully wrapped up one.
I sux at wrappin if u do not noe..
oh but my wrappin of d reli gigantic stuff toy those half dat of human size is reli gd
all thanks to angie who always mk me wrap dem in shop! :)
My manager.
Anyways, we caught a show.
One nite cab fare is 3 hrs of my pay.
Oh man.......
but glad now to me deres nth but jus work n work
to earn for days ahead.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, October 12, 2004 @Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Cheekies was a complicated place
Everywhere i turn i see black.
N as expected it didn come out good a nite.
Travellin was much betta.
No tm to waste
started work yday.
Abit no life rite...haha but oh wells...
i dun need one man.
Oh man its so tiring
Guess i havent been workin 4 too long a tm.
I hate d cleaning up part haha.
I did so much cleaning
Oh n i even fixed 2 lightbulbs! ha!
So stressed we gathered for supper
cab fare ripped away lk 3 hrs of my pay la
haha see how to survive lk dat!!!
Wateva will be will be.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, October 07, 2004 @Thursday, October 07, 2004
Didn i say i was tit of upset?
Ha...i wen shoppin yday n bought bags home.
D greatest relief is buyin back my favo brown shoes dat i lost.
But now its a bigger size. damn.
N i gave our coca cola excursion a miss.
Oh but saw alice
Been thinkin of how tis ger who hav disappeared is rite now
N da tang bump into her in d middle of nowhere
Still as...haha i dunno how to describe man....
But one thing..her hairs black now ha
Seeing her...reminds me of the YEARS dat have catched up wif me.
Please..
Dat was lk how long ago!!!
I havent been sleepin well.
:(
Dunno wats wrong w me.
U noe how frustratin it is to hav insomia.
Tonite will be cheeky monkeys instead of exorcist.
Oh wells....anything dat can help de stress.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, October 05, 2004 @Tuesday, October 05, 2004
I am so disappointed with my fashion imaging.
Terrence says its a wrong model cast
Do we hav a decent ability?
We r but minimized photography students
now
Its not lk we hav all d tm
Its not lk we can engage d real models
Its not lk we hav d financials
Its not lk we're in another part of d world where pple r willing to jus let u shoot.
So ultimately its d rich who wins d battle.
Got d money to book everything, someone wld adjust lights for u, u get a professional model, u got all d props for u.
Dats it.
But for poor blokes lk us....too bad.
Yday had such bad cramps man
Cldn walk cldn stand or sit
Dying.
Afta poppin in panadols it feels betta.
So no going out till friday...
But its much anticipated.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, October 04, 2004 @Monday, October 04, 2004
LAST DAY OF SCH!
Not a day i can be more gay.
ha!
Cant wait to meet up wif all dose whos been missed! :D
Clearin out studio space wld be a BIg prob.
I need to rent a lorry.
*Teng teng teng
Haha a suprise!
hmmm hmm and hmm...
A previous chapter muz be closed before a new one can begin..
isnt it so?
Tis can be mind-boggling
but why bother about nothingness?
crazy. ha!
And i sing...
"Que Sera Sera Whateva Will Be Will Be. The Future's Not Ours To See Que Sera Sera.."
hehs.
Tonite is d last episode!!
I still cannot believe it
A world without you
Is a world of sorrows for me
Everything has become meaningless
If i could turn back the clock
I would never let you go again
No promises whatsoever between us
We're drifting further apart
Wat should i do
I hope this is true
After a long time
I will overcome my sorrows
With a smile i apologise to you
In the memory of our happy days
You'll forever live in my heart
I await your return
*A place where there will be no more tears
No more sadness, no more parting
For u and me
--Heaven
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
