Wednesday, June 23, 2004 @Wednesday, June 23, 2004
New song to download..
Pieces Of Me
by Ashlee Simpson
On a Monday I am waiting
On Tuesday I am fading
And By Wednesday I can’t sleep
When the phone rings I hear you
And the darkness is a clear view
I see you’ve come to rescue me
Fall, with you I fall so fast
I can hardly catch my breath
I hope it lasts
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
I am rurally and messy
I get restless and it’s senseless
And you never seem to care
When I’m angry you listen
When you’re happy it’s a mission
And I won’t stop till I’m there
Fall, sometimes I fall so fast
Well I hit that far don’t crash
You’re all I have
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
How do you know?
Everything I’m about to say
Am I that obvious?
And if it’s written on my face
I hope it never goes away
Yea
On a Monday I am waiting
By Tuesday I am fading
Into your arms
So I can breathe
Ohhhh
It seems like I can finally
Rest my head on something real
I like the way that feels
Ohhhh
It’s as if you know me better
Than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
Ohhhh
I love how you can tell
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
All the pieces, pieces, pieces of me
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
@Wednesday, June 23, 2004
Today is wednesday is it...?
ok.
So sch's started
Not much of sentiments, except feelin particularly tired.
For good, though.
Lets see wat subjs im takin tis sem.
French
Bonjour!
haha.
Its tough, no doubt.
But at least im learnin sth ya.
Experimental Digital Imaging
Sth lk DI n i tink ill like d subj
The shootin part, but not d IT part ya haha
Packagin Design
Havent had it but i noe it'll be HELLOTSA FUN
For guess whos d lecturer???
BINGO, my GURLFRIEND!!!!
Fashion Imaging
I will learn bout studio lightings sth i want.
Will be dealin w street scoutin(go out onto streets to scout for models n how 2 go abt approaching dem), models definite(Plus pt ya? haha), make-up(i noe nuts), scout places etc etc...
Will learn to use medium format camera, polaroid, slide..
Will be useful!
VSC proj
Gosh d proj 1 is already so heavy
I am terrified.
I am trying to add another subj
Product n Advertising Imaging
Dunno if im killin myself
While my mind's empty, let me go all d way
At least tis sem's timetable i onli hav one in-btw break
So no waste of tm.
Although it feels abit funny..
Tot tom i'd go down twn to buy my clothes
but its still d hols so dere'll be quite a crowd
Shall not go den but another weekday nex week when sch reopens for all.
Tom shall go another place den.
Some of d ones when u look at it
dey were mistakes.
My organiser's like so filled up
haha wif nonsence...dat is.
I tink i need to get another tiny book to write hws instead hee
Suddenly i feel lk goin to d beach
be it cycle or walk
Weekends?
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, June 20, 2004 @Sunday, June 20, 2004
Sat caught day afta tom
yes lk afta donkey yrs.
Its a gd show
but scientific facts abit distorted
A building, for d exterior to freeze lk how extreme it was shown,
the temp muz have been way below
And when temp hits dat low, level of oxygen available in d atmosphere muz hav been incredibly low too
And wif much doubts dat dere wld even be ample oxygen for a person to survive,
would dere be enuff oxygen to start a fire?
Mayb we see it from another way..
A building on fire, would u be able to be able to prevent fire from spreadin to dat room by constantly pourin water n makin d room wet so dat it wouldn light up?
It ironically hasten up d rate of burnin, isnt it?
ok jus nth to do so some unnecessary tots.
I believe dere will come a day
when things will come to tis situation
we often see in movies
Perhaps
bcoz we messed wif d forces of nature
Forces of nature will mess us up, payback time.
N forces of nature is no joke.
ok ok cut all d end of d world crap
gettin gloomy ha
Sunday
Father's day?
ok.
He sure deserves betta.
I'll see to dat.
Ok i was a pig n woke up at lk 11 ha
Lunch at heerens sake.
Tofu is so nice! damn nice! haha.
A little of shoppin
I found 2 shirts! haha
See when i Go out to shop i cant find anything
but when i didn intend to shop, i WILL find stuffs i wan.
Aik but d tee costs 69! a litt much 4 tee rite?
n d other shirt 85!
Man.
My pay will be gone in no time, seriously.
Should i get den?
I finally replaced my watch.
but i still miss my BELOVED film series watch ok.
Hai dun tok bout it le brings me d blues..
A long car spin.
*I think about it.
When things keep gettin hinders do u still walk?
Why do u all keep placing stress on ...?
Scram off.
And gif me d day i see d smile again.
Tom is 1st day of sch!
N its almos 1 am!
Shouldn i go off now?
Ive got like a whole loads to pack!
WHERES MY LINEYARD?
MY MATRIX CARD?
MY PENCIL CASE?
MY ORGANISER?(WIF LOTSA MORE THINGS TO ADD HA)
wat else....?
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Thursday, June 17, 2004 @Thursday, June 17, 2004
Finally,
i packed my room's table.
Dat consumed my whole of ydays' afternoon.
6 hours!
Funny,
tis time
i threw away all,
wo much second thoughts.
I muz say England team is pretty good.
Stayin up every nite for d matches hav indeed added pretty much of dark rings around my already dark rings cladded eyes.
bleah.
Oh no and im jus told by autumn dat sch starts tis monday?
MY GOSH n i tot i had another 2 weeks or so more...
:(
Alrite!
Pack bag pack bag!
Sharpen all my pencils!
Prepare my socks, my organiser, my water tumbler!
haha
Yes all d essentials...pls..its BACK TO SCH..
BAH!
Hmm i wanted to do more subjs one..
but now dey gif me dese i jus gotta tk more in d nex sem.
not good.
Hmm timetable...not too bad la
still betta den las sem! haha.
*Wat would it be?
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Wednesday, June 16, 2004 @Wednesday, June 16, 2004
Day was fine.
Wen ova jess's place to help her load d bikes onto her car.
Muscle man n woman ok..
haha nia we did hav a hard time i muz say.
Plus her big packets of stuff for her msia trip,
plus a cute little hyperactive puppy
It was kinda tedious haha.
We had to make several trips.
So in fact we worked out even b4 we cycle lol.
Yes dun "look small" of dat skinny club president
She can be quite a musclewoman....
hahaha
Den it was dwn Jess's mum's place.
We had dinner w d rest.
I kinda liked it, for d fact dat it was homecooked food!
But at d same tm, i was feelin shy.
But its natural rite...haha.
Afta dinner jess did some medicure 4 her mum
So i watched punk'd.
N also had jess's 2 little sis to entertain me haha
Dey were tokin to me spontaneously so dat helped to mk me feel a little more at hm. =)
Our 8 pm meeting turned out to be 10 plus?
N by d tm we pumped d tyres n lowered d seats at kel's place it was 11.30?
Finalli....finalli...we rode out!
I was so excited...mayb bcoz of d fact dat i havent cycled for such a long tm.
N it always felt so good when ure riding against all da traffic n swooshing past everything else u see...
I rem how i always used to ride away on my bike whenever i am upset.
D weather was good!
D instant when d chilly winds hit ur face, it feels so good.
D view by d kallang river was pretty good too.
We made our way thru several roads i guess..
I could go on for another hr or so but d 2 was hungry
So we u-turned back.
See how our slimming plan alwiz end up d opposite?
haha.
Waited for d 2 to bathe, serparately dat is....haha.
Tot d sentence sounded abit crude if i jus stopped at bathe. haha
We ended up at hougang d nice teochew porridge stall.
Den its hm swt hm.
Poor buddy...gotta brush up on manual driving haha
So cartoon suddenly burst out laughin...onli to find out dat she was luffin at her own driving..haha
More nite cycling pls...hee
Ok but i guess we need rest first..
thang thangs r hurting
haha.
Stayed up n watched tv till 4am.
Den 4 to 4 30 am...i dunno wat i was doin...heh
*
To d edge. Nearly burst all out. Show me d path.
I hav mixed feelins bout goin back to sch.
I am tired.
Seems lk i havent holidayed.
But i guess it'll mk tm pass faster
good thing i guess.
Dats alot for one month...
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 @Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Hot
Humid
Bored
Dats for d day.
Nite cycling ltrs.
:)
By d beach
Another plus point.
Some place i need to be at.
Jus one thing i need
one more person to come dwn.
Else ill jus b d brightest streetlamp in east coast
Stuck wif a couple.
haha.
`wat exactly do u wan wats goin thru ur mind why are u acting d way u do.
hahahaha
hahahaha
im goin mad........
save me from tis weather
from tis fucken boring noon
come nite come.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Monday, June 14, 2004 @Monday, June 14, 2004
Finalli wen out to do d developing.
Needed some pushing.
Celia did d job ha.
Didn reli wan to go out
But tot, it mite do me betta.
Stayin hm all brood up, gifs me shit.
Old friends are jus so precious.
Didn reli get anything
So we ended up spendin on ice-cream on food
Bus journey hm was such a dreadly one
Dat i got off at d end of it wif a sour face i cld instantly feel it.
Nearly had a showdown wif tis Impatient bitch.
who kept makin dat "nze" sounds
But when i walked towards her she changed lanes.
Afta collectin my stuff
lk it wasn enuff for d day
Another messed up fella had to come my way.
Was waitin for my bus
N tis fuckin indian man kept lookin n lookin
I leaped off from d bar i was sittin on
Stared rite at his suddenly uncomfortable face
And gave him a good eye roll
I was tellin myself if he looks at me for another ONE time
I'll jus gif him a good lashing already.
Apparently he didn...
Urgh...gif me another new day.
*Somedays i wished i could stand at d top of d cliff n shout out my lungs.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Saturday, June 12, 2004 @Saturday, June 12, 2004
Late nite out
Half of d day earlier spent on sleepin
Tis has been d sorta lifestyle led for quite a week
N tis is bad...
Now its almost impossible for me to slp b4 5am
My eyes are like popping awake.
And eyebags are next.
Tiffy's bdae.
Dinner at hard rock.
Table a tad too long..
Went on our seperate ways.
Kel jess me headed dwn holland v.
Some places..strange feeling..
anyways,
We chilled out at some cafe
Da place's not bad, gifs a relaxing sorta feel.
we jus talk d nite away
Supp to slp at 2
But ended up 4.
Slept while on d msgs...
phew i tot i lost my memory card
My dad is so gonna kill me
but she managed to find it in her bag.
Thank god.
`Its been a long n winding road/ive been thru good and bad/But I’m finally here tonight picking up the pieces and walking back into the light
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, June 08, 2004 @Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Hot HOT day.
Travelled my butt sore
All d way to bras basah to find kel!
Borrowed cam
Lunched at mac tog
Sounds lk 2 big kids?
lol...
Anyways, walked past johnson earlier on
Den kel msged me n told me dat johnson asked me not to tink anymore or ill go crazy
Wow tis palm/face reader is certainly something!
Haha ok i shall heed his advice
Tis one mth has changed my certain perceptions.
Wat bothered me b4 isnt wat bothers me now...
D hse is so empty now, somehow too quiet.
D rest r gone for d short trip.
Forgot granny going chalet today
Man...if sis will be out for d nite
mayb i should get some to run along here
ha!
Shall catch my show at 7 b4 goin out..
Staff outing
Woohoo....cant wait!
:)
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Sunday, June 06, 2004 @Sunday, June 06, 2004
Sat
Day out but quite screwed
Parents screwed
N i didn get to find d thing i wanted to get(but yday i did n d gift's sent already goods!)
Met up wif Gen n friends for lk 15 mins or so
She is as ROUGH as eva omg jus wanna rip me apart can!
ha!
I settled dwn in Kino
Boy i love tat place
Now dun gif me dat look! haha yes i love d library ok.
Found my little cosy corner
Was so excited coz i chanced upon Tintin and his soviet advanture
OMG i finally found a series dat i havent read ok.
The rest of d whole collection dat u see on d back of a normal tintin comic book, ive read dem all.
How sad, why havent dey come up wif new series??!!!!!!!! grr.
Afta readin, i moved on to another favo section of mine
N settled for a photography book
very interestin topic d photographer touched on!
Waited for d rest till my butt ached!!!
Finally i headed dwn to lucky plaza coz jess wld be pickin me up
Sat on d street bench d wrong side coz i wanted to face d road haha
Since i had a pen n 2 pieces of paper, i started doodle-in hee
Headed dwn pasir ris beach wif Kel tiffy jess.
Played some number game
N it was obvious we weren' reli good at numbers
Esp kel n me
D whole game was so funny we luff lk hell lots.
Supp to go hm at 12 but we missed d cue.
Reached hm at bout 3 plus or 4?
Sun
Got my pay! haha
But miserable can jus 500 plus haha
But pay seems secondary to me now
I learnt much more den dat.
:)
Damn sad la today
sigh
Read their entries for me in d logbook
Makes me wan to luff makes me wan to sigh
They hav taught me dey hav guided me
Sometimes dey may have been harsh n put stress on us
But bcos dose above have placed stress on dem too
And also in tis way we get pushed to our best capability too.
At d end of d day, we all move forward together.
It is not just a job
It is a new experience gained.
New skills learnt
And beyond just skills.
Character build up
A different perspective perhaps.
The world outside isnt as easy.
And i do not have a single regret for askin for a transfer from nth point to bishan
Which everyone told me i muz be crazy
For nth point is one place u can sit and count d seconds go by
While bishan is like a battleground with no cease of buzz.
For one day in nth point i learnt not wat i intended to.
While in bishan every new day i learn sth new
I faced non-stop tasks
I was thrown wif heavier responsibilities
I was compelled to achieve a certain sales standard every day
Lookin bac i am indeed please, if not feelin self-satisfaction.
From at the beginnin when tasks seemed all so impossible
N i jus had to ask dem "how to?"
To "For Everything There Will Be A Way".
In d midst of all d hard work,
we had our fair share of good times n fun too.
So much so to mk our perspiration and weariness insignificant
All worthed it.
Wif results dat calls for well-deserved pats on each one of our backs too
For doin all our individual parts, and serving as a team.
Today i was praised by customer! hehe
Tis would be d last tm i can hear sigh.
I achieved 2 members today!
For every day since i work, i hav at least one member each day...
So dat means ive at least 31 members at hand, not countin dose days i hav 2 or 3.
Wow! Im reli feelin satisfied. =D
When at first i was tellin myself crazy how could anyone spend 50 bucks n abv in minitoons?!!!
haha
For my last day,
I was "sent off" wif an extra dosage of bully by all d girls
Even my manager who didn came by today but i was told she passed dwn a special order
"Today is Serene Toh's last day of work, muz reli tekan her ok"
U see wat an amazing boss i have?!!
haha
D gers followed me all around d lanes and teased me all d way
Today 2nd level's washin area is flooded no joke haha
Not onli water tis tm wif soap bubbles flyin all ova too
eeks!
Funny how every other day i cant wait for closing time
But tonite i hoped i had another hour more.
I spent quite alot already lol
Got dem sth.
We took some pictures afta we closed up.
Under "Budds" album.
Aiya my bickerin partner not workin today so didn get her in d pic! haha nvm staff outin soon!
We stayed bac awhile to tok
Den dey left
Landy wanted to date me to geylang!!!!
to EAT la haha tian ji porridge
But we headed punggol 401 kopitiam instead
coz it was 11 plus alr so NO bus haha
We pulled eileen out
Poor ger shes all d way in woodlands n shes tired
but we made her cab dwn haha not reli near u noe hehe
Drank kopi( sounds bad ok...iced coffee haha)
Old peeps la us =p
We crap n luff lk hell can
till i got stomachache heh
We sat all d way till almos 4 am haha
Den decided we should head back hm bcoz d 2 got work tom!
haha
Dey wanted to cab me hm but i dunwan coz not in d way n ive got no cash left on me to pay my share
So i walked n dey die die also muz walk me hm
We reli did!
My goodness! I havent reli seen tis TERRIBLY playful side of eileen yet lor!
haha.
My am i tired...
I missed all at work already.
Thank you all,
for everything.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
Tuesday, June 01, 2004 @Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Finalli trimmed my hair!
Feels lighter a great deal! haha
Da lady hairdresser pulled out my ear ring frm my ear(d one wif my past injury)
My goodness she jus wan me to faint?
19 yrs of livin ive come to conclude im a damn accident prone person!
All kinds of injuries come to me!
Tis is bad heh.
Window shopped an hr or so w ta n georgina.
Where is my PAYCHECK?
ha!
Tom is public hol! Double pay! yay! haha
Ive been sittin n countin.
My my i tink i need more life den tis.
D last time i wen out...
was d day movie w shareen n den mtg jay n rest
Which is lk 3 weeks ago?
By tis week i wld hav not been out for a mth!!!
haha.
Ok i am lookin forward to saturday!
Pls hopefully colin is able to wake up...
den we(d bungies) can go watch movie!
:)
N hav d whale of time crappin tog once again!
Miss dem man!
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
