I am all so goggy.
Glued to da tv till 4 plus am las nite
I am so crazy.

I have difficulty in breathin lately
Fever here n dere
Backache
Now now, doesn dat spell symptoms of SARS?
haha.

Its late nite out wif colin n seek ltrs
Oh damned n i havta wake up damn early tom!
:(

Today's kinder b instead of snickers.
ha.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

N when i hear pple say bad stories of u
I get upset too
I get annoyed at myself bcoz i dun noe how to respond to

Anyways day was well-spent wif nice people
met up w colin celest n cherline OMG d invasion of d Cs.
Ok lucky i had little kelvin haha.
Yes...colin was late....once again!
Invited cel n frien to "my hse"
lol guess dey had fun
Waited for PRINCESS colin to come haha

We ate, den up to Paragon.
How i like tis place.

Well, we had a major ghost story session
N da weather happened to be gloomy, thunder-y n all so SPOOKY as we were on d rooftop
Haha great atmosphere man
So much so dat we had to "evacuate" indoors when it got darker..
Old chang kee-ed.

So supposed to go hm at 6 but ended up 10 plus lol.
But good day tho.
N we r goin KITE-flyin nex week!
Lol..since lk how long ago we alr said we wanted to...

Dinner by d tm i reach hm had became stone haha
but still gobbled up
wif bread somemore..
hungry ghost.

///// Show me the way

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

U are scaring me..
wif d things u say
Haha.

Friggin'!
I jus cldn mk up on da tops
N at d end of it
i spent 100 odd
D prob is i onli bought ONE!
Yes ex ex ex.
:(

Man, for all da movies i didn watch jus to save..
And hence, no 1st may party for me.

Tom wld be mtg up wif da colin n da celest.
:)

All da thoughts fuckin' creep up to me
So much
Dat makes my arse brain wanna explode
Dey are all so bad
I noe dat
Dey even mite jus kill all d past

]]] Adrenaline shots of peniciline could not get illin? to stop


J n i were jus sayin
seems lk everyone else ard havin probs
it indeed seems a mundane tick tock of tm
Gloom n glooms set in

Ah wells for those down or weary, for a reason or another........
For u.

Sometimes you just feel tired, feel week.
When you feel week, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you.
Gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that shit outta you
And get that motivation, to not give up
And not be a quitter.
No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face
And collapse.

Hope tat perks,
hope u feel da concern.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today
is betta den yday :)

I hate the process of havin to try, n try.
When i am tryin so hard
When da try goes nth
U noe wat for me it simply becomes
"4Get it."
It nv gets known anyways.

Jus tots in me.

LAlalala...
At least my nex few days hav plans already... =0

While blog surfin den i realised da date
Den da tot of da msg came across...
Opps.
How insensitive can i be
haha im sorry.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

My bio clock is totally screwed.

Woke up to a wobbly body detached from mind
From all sense.
Spinning, somehow i gotta rid off tis headache dats killin.
D no doubt tad knowin dat i am in need of rest sleep to be exact
But e frustration of not bein able to do it.
Often struck wif Acute Insomia da unclassified kind.

Simple msgs do pull up one or two face muscles
Dey mk d day a tad betta

Funeral was held.
Moment of silence please
In loving memorance with updue respect
For Lady Stace n Sir Jovin's
Miss 3100 n Mr 6610
N for the totally upsetting and most regretted mishap
Dat followed one afta another in yours faithfully Evergreen Park...pool.

Our deepest consoledences to the two
Who later was sadly n heartstrickenly diagnosed with...UBS
Unclassified Boredom Syndrome.
So much so for 1st day of holidays.

Last nite was worthy.
When da lady walked out, all worth was worthed.
Sammi isn't so much of wat i call pretty, but possesses a certain x-factor, which is all so lethal.
Had da urge to abduct her from da black box u call a television
To follow my heart
Sth i always neva do.
ha!

Nite was so motionless.
Picked up da device dat brilliantly connects da world with marvellous amazing communication abilities n purpose,
About to dial
When it rang, another called
Before i could call d one i had in mind
So it was so.

U...everytm on da fone...
Sth has had happened to u
Full of mishaps, cld hav been prevented if u took betta care of urself
Fracture of spine is jokefully not a joke.
Dat reminds me of da pain my old spine injury has been givin me lately.
In any case, TC of urself.
N gd luck for comin exam.

Tis afternoon, i shall rest.

Where is my miss jayne
For entertainment. haha dats for joke
She n me shall have a little party in her room lk we always do
Eat our lives away. =)

Got so much to say
But cant find a way to organise my words
Nv gettin dere, so its nv said.

Am angry too
For the thing i said i wld do when im havin hols
D thing i want to do
But now seems lk ill not do
Guess i noe da outcome afterall so why try..



Chopstick chopstick i miss u
haha lets go cycling by da beach soon
We need updates we need a gd bonding session hee
Climb up da spider web n tok all da noon away
Hope betta days come ur way!
My teddy bear good old friend! haha.


//// If u get me, u got me.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Town in slacks.
Coz headin dwn chalet
Long johns long johns n more long johns.
Va Samm n Huis for company
Den dey left 1st for cole's.
Maine came.
Long johns.
Mt seek n dee.
4 of us at spins
We jus luff lk crazy can.
Sat dere reli long..

//// Sometimes, i wish....

Den we headed dwn Raffles city
N finalli met jay n shar
Den headed dwn pasir ris tog.

Cole's Bdae chalet.
Wows..may sure has many events!

Nite was long....

Seek me n colin had a gd chat.
But she left at bout 3 plus
Supp to sneak out 4 brkfast but she nv came back...haha pig!

Me n colin...
We toked alot...alot.
hmmm..

Anyways we walked alot too.damn alot!
D scary long path out to dwntwn east.
N we walked all ard da coasta sand chalet too.
Damn hungry so we bought food fr cheers
Choc milk, n choc. hahas.
Loo came out to mt us n stayed quite awhile to chat w us.
Den bac to colin n me again haha.
Reli gd bondin session i muz say
:)

We're d ultimate we toked till 7 plus am!!!
Den conked out n woke up at bout 10.
But im so awake now
Bloody zombie.

Had cravin for prata since las nite
so afta we left
i wen for prata! heh
N lunch's rojak.
How sinful haha.

Gosh da movies i wanna watch is accumulatin! heh
Nvm i hav all da tm in da world now!


Perhaps
its not a matter of do u still
but can u.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Toked on msn whole noon.
"It snowed."
=)

Didn manage to step into town
Headed str8 2 zouk.
Damn long nv club man!
Da red wine was good!
Tho d rest all didn lk it..
haha well i cant tk vodka ma! heh.

Wen off to mt kel n Jianhan.
Sat outside to drink more.
Baileys!
maine had LONGAN martini lol

Woke up to a burnin throat.
Urgh tonsils, so painful
Feel lk cuttin my throat away!

Shites only had 4 hrs of slp..
tonite got chalet, how to survive lk dat man! ha!

//// This sick, strange darkness comes creeping on,
So haunting everytime

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Taken so ill last nite
Lethal headache struck me
it was so killin my head
dat i simply laid flat on the HALL floor.
Ok dat sounds rather comical?
Not even sure if i fainted for dat few mins haha.
Fuckin pain la i dun even noe wats happenin to me
Tried gettin up to walk to bedroom but cldn
But d moment i stood up i felt my temples throbbin so bad n everythin was jus spinnin
Saw my reflections in da mirror lips frighteningly white lk ghost!
so i slept dere on d floor for a longer tm.
Finalli crawled to my bed.
Slept beside plastic bags coz i was gonna puke.

Phew luckily felt betta tis morn
Da 4 penadol helped alot.
But shites planned to do my mountin las nite till 3 but onli managed to 1 30
So all my work's undone!
realised i made a countin error
Had to buy 20 more mountin boards today bye to $ 40.

Reached sch at 10
Presentation was at 2 30 so i was all screwed for dat mounting needed days to complete.
Non stop work.
At 2 30 i was onli lk half done.
*sigh was nv gonna finish oh
N i was fucken hungry..
:( Skipped lunch totally
Seems lk heaven took pity on me
Cheeyong had urgent mtg to attend n will b bac at 3
Thanks rachel...d ex sacian...
haha she helped me again...i owe her man
More luck 4 me..cheeyong mtg didn end on tm!
While mountin my last print, i hrd cheeyong's voice!
He's back lol...wat a close shave.
Critique session till 6 plus
Tink i reli gonna faint halfway.

At bus-stop.
I saw tis familiar back...
My neighbour!!!!
So i shouted "Shit shit!!!" i call her dat so often dat i 4gotten its nt her real name! buahahaa
Oh no pple at d bus stop...wat wld dey tink...eeks how paiseh! haha
Dey came 4 da fashion show.
I wanted to stay for dat....but bleah im half dead alr so decided nt to.

I am F R E E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay.
I needa a good rest.
And lotsa fun, life i missed out!
haha!
=)
b4 results come out. heh

No more dating wif the darkroom!
lol

////////// All dat have been missed.

Tom gotta go back sch jus to clear studio space
Wat a waste of tm!!!! :(
Eh nvm anyways i got all da tm in da world alreadys!
hehe.
I'll complete my 15th snickers in 2 weeks den
=)

Anyways, its been changed already.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Latest news!

We are going on a CRUISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alrite man!
D long awaited one!
Hmm...but we need pple to go...
D more d merrier rite.
Any interested?

5 - 7 may
Cruise to either phuket or bangkok.
Imagine all da havoac we'll create!
Wif Jay Kel n Jovin!
We'll capsize d CRUISE man
lol
=)
Can't wait...

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Today's my self-given holiday.
:)
I guess its a well-deserved brk ya..

Shites i got a B for my vsc proj
But i forgot to hand in my write-up n got C+!
20% gone.
man..

Let me do some calculations
i spent 50 bucks on mountin board
80 bucks on 4 packs of photo paper
60 bucks on ten rolls of film
Dats a blinking 190 bucks!!!
N dats for one subj photography onli!
If u reli count it out, its rather scary how much i hav to spend..
=(
I haven even bought sth for myself 4 so long...
*pouts

Phew
A month of stayin in sch till 7 8 pm
On saturdays too
Wow...ive reli been buried in work.
Haven even wen out n hav gd fun for dat long.
Now its over.
=)
Ok afta tonite's hard work n tom's presentation...
Im done!

aight....my korea show ended alr
haha dat means no more saddie saddies anymore
oh but it was a happy ending...haha
Dey r jus so funny!
N dat oso means no more havin to stay up till 2 am
(like real!) haha

So B O R E D.
ive chat online
ive checked all i needa check
ive done quizzes
Sruveys
N even friendster bulletins!
buahahaa
im TOoooooooOOo bored.
Shall stick to my tv too
Die...no mood to do my work for tom..
Hol mood la...hahaa

///// A Day.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

A star dat everyone covets
One means nothing to it.

With the sight of
The star moving to another
The one should leave.

Wat else other den dat..

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Decided not to type out d whole chunk i wanted to say...
wells.
Fuck it la k.

Wanted to go out for my jog
Which is badly needed.
But damnit my fever came back
3 days alr
wth
Miss jayne said yday dat "u r boiling!"
SHE's d only one who realise i am ill.
D rest u fuckin make it worse, so much worse k.
Dun even noe
But im never gonna say a word
I never did say all d times before
Dats me.

Dey do it den dey regret n try to mk it up..


The headache is reli killin me
urgh
dats it for today..leavin da com

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

How dissin'.
My hse water supply has been cut off
d concealed water pipes hav burst
So deres quite a flood
Irritating da hell out of me
U noe, when u need water n deres none.

Happen to catch a nkf real life case
whereby da lady n her children were so poor dey had to search d rubbish bin 4 food.
Such tough life
Or mayb d way she sacrifices and do so much 4 dem
Makes me...think...
Of a wonderful lady.
Of how she used to do SO much for ...
Of how we were faced wif so many trials, obstacles,
of how we were filled wif worries..(ok i can be considered as a reli mature kid huh! haha)
Now things r betta, tho not perfect
But where we come from
i never did resent it
For it made me who i am
It made me do know how life can be reli tough
but oso how we gotta accept no matter how tough
it made me less taking, more giving
To help others, whenever i can
Perhaps sometms too much, i noe dey tk adv of me but whatever i can take ill jus take.
It made me cherish more of anythin
Pple have eva tell me u r so stupid to be doin so n so, or dey tink i am emotional
Dese r d ones who dun look deeper, or mayb dun understand me
Didn dey see d times when i feel nth?
In fact as of where i have walked thru, i feel nothingness more often den i feel.
its nt a matter of emotion, but how i cherish bcoz ive lost, literally lost b4.
Unfortunately as of now tis seems to hav drift further n further away from me...due to circumstances, n lost of ..some things... as well.
Or mayb dere will be a turn over, but i doubt so.
But my pt is...
Altho im broke, im gonna go brk my little piggy
Gather wat i have n im gonna bring da 2 out for lunch or sth...
Hmmms shes gettin old... it nv fails to tangle my hrt when i see her..
:(
She is one of da most important woman in my life.

Dats to wat i mean when i always say...bcoz of where ive come from...
Oh wells..
ive been thinkin alot huh!
N im writin alot more den i do.
One thing bout me..
Ive alwiz been a man of few words
Ok, in da sense of speakin...
I only get all i wanna say when i pen dem dwn..in tis case bloggin..
Wat i say often differ frm wat i reli wan to say.
Written forms hold so much more truths...(ok most of da tm unless deres a reason y i hav 2 say otherwise den wat i reli mean)
I nv could tell someone wat i reli feel...no matter how much she means to me
I jus can't, dunno, how to put dat across.

Ok, u can see i reli hav nth to at hm already...
U can see ive been thinking alot dese days...
Alot.
Ive alwiz been one who thinks alot
hahas dat explains y pple alwiz say i am in a daze.
Tis reminds me..of a ger who once told me..
"U noe...u alwiz seem like ure so far away, lk ure daydreamin 24/7...sa sa de look but dats wat i love abt u..."
buahaha ok dats nt d pt.
I do noe, thinkin alot can be bad too.

Time has made me sit back,
Tot and differentiated, the things i want to do, and d things i can't.

Hmm..
I also tot of the movie "Sth's gotta gif".
Its a great movie!
Many parts of it striked a deep impression on me when i watched it...3 or 4 weeks ago?
D part when d 2 were typin on msn.
He wanted to tell her "i miss u", like after finally.
But b4 he cld send it, she typed sth else which gave him d impression dat it wld not mean anythin to her even if he said "imu" and dat she prob wldn care a thing bout d whole thing..
Den came "i gtg" or sth from her ok she didn mean it tho...
But wif dat,
he deleted his words one by one.
N said bye too.
Isnt it so real, doesn dat happen b4?
The msg dat never was sent...
bcoz of sth dat sparked him to hold back.


I am cravin' for many kindas food!
lol.
Bad. very bad.

I tink one gets to noe more from wat i write den wait for me to tell dem my story personally.
heh.
Im still one who doesn speak much, of wat is reli dere.
Lucky d fact dat not many reads my blog
hurs.

Jay if u see tis....
I wanna go shoppin too!
hee tis comin weekend aights?
aight aight aight?
Haven see u for long man...
Be sure u come out den!
=)

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Starsky n hutch is funny...
:)

Ate chips, choc chip cookies, ice-cream, snacks 4 whole day
Feel lk shites now
hurhur.

Nex week ill be out of my shell!
=)
Tis phase of isolation alwiz come n go...
N its gonna be gone alr..
hurs.

Deres sth ive been wanting to do.
I am wondering...should?
Afta nex week, when im officially released from all work
I will go....
At least i try
N dat being my last attempt.
It isnt my style at all k..still gonna mk an attempt afta all dats dat...
U noe im always the kind...if its wanted tis way den be it...
Mayb its d sake of d long length of time dat im doin tis
Wadeva will be will be, den.

Been havin non-stop work now dat i hav nth to do...
It does gets me off-tracks a litt
Abit lost of wat to do... haha...

Hmm...any parties for me to attend?
U go gigga googa...nigga niggra

Time to go back to bein...
crazy
movin'
advancin'
cheeky
noti

hurs.

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could

I'd give up everything
If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone


Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone



]]] If ure cruising... keep it on da low...

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I jus survived on all d packets of chips.
I jus cancelled d plan to mt nul in twn.
Shall stay longer in sch.
Jus dun feel lk goin out
Feel lk jus hidin away
Im afraid of crowd lately
Dun wanna see any people

*sigh

Wats wrong with me
Im reli ok
Mayb jus tired den.

Shall jus catch a movie in da nite
Some cinema away....
hee.

Poly bash in chinablack!
20th May
:)

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I noe im making my own interpretations
But its true isnt it?
Needed or the unnecessary


I had my muah chee for dinner!
Dad jus cooked maggi noodles for supper..
Damn i am peeling.
Damn i am coming down with a flu.

I dun feel like goin sch tom...
haha.
But i will go.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Hungry?
Snickers.
Reli satisfies.
60g net
Fresh roasted peanuts in creamy caramel and soft
nougat covered in thick milk chocolate.
Made in australia.
19.8g of FATS

Dats abt all d info i see on MY snicker bar wrapper
:]

My fingers can hardly type..
Muz be numb from d FREEZIN darkroom
or afta bein chemical reacted wif all d acids...
When will my prints dry???

Decided i shall stay home tonite
Coz i slept at 5am yday
Wif barely 3 hrs of slp.
N tis morn i was late for proj submission still!
geez.
Submission tm 10.30
I handed in at 11.35
If 5 mins late means deduction of 10 marks,
I doubt i hav any more marks left! hurs!
Actually tot it didn matter coz i saw Mr WeeEEeee walkin ard nv say anythin
so i took my swt tm doin my write-up
Until Shan came and said dat timin is considered coz he wrote dwn wat tm each of us submitted our wrk.
Oh man!
Bloody man.
N...HE! Durin consultation he said "Dats a very good idea" to my addition of my box bein contained in a black trash bag to go w d theme "Beauty IN Ugliness"...
Beauty(My box) Contained In Ugliness(used of trash bag to protray tis)
But durin submission,he said eh i dunwan any otha stuff i jus wan d box n its content.
Wth rite
So consultations r useless.
Luckily i often SKIP dem..
haha


*yawns

My spine is givin me problems again..
tink coz dis week ive been bendin WHOLE day while doin my work.

+Hide in+

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Day kept in da hse.
Work work work
Had ta collapse onto d bed for an afternoon eye shutter
sth haven been needed for a long tm.

Wat if i fail my subjs?
So much dat i didn hand up...
Urgh.
But tis tm i did work hard rite.
I do 10 hrs of work on FRIS n SATS for weeks
Tis week being d last weekend i gotta work!
:)
All my movie shows....
I tink everyone's watch it alr oh... :(

Nv found tv shows to be SO desired
coz dey meant brktm for me
Eating became a every15min thing.

When i cldn take it
It was a dip into d pool
Wat a nice feelin
to be able to throw all of dat instant aside

Actually tis weekend i shld gif myself a brk alr..
Ok mayb jus da nite ya.

///// i wished i knew....




Maine i dunno if u managed 2 find da lyrics but here it is....

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Ooohhh - why ...ooo - why...

Chorus -
I... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I... can't breathe easy
I can't breathe another dream
Without you lying next to me
Theres no air

Cursed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside

I won't forget, no I won't baby
I don't know why ( don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find

Ooh - why...oohh , why - why

Chorus

Out of my mind
Nothing seems to make sense anymore
I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for

Ooooohhh - tell me why

Oh won't you tell me why

I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

I... can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night

Till you're by my side

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Msn is dwn...again?

Reli tired
So much so dat i missed my stop in da bus
Deprived of slp
Doin nth reli i shld jus get rest shldn i?
More to do.

I had 26 pieces of sins choc dwn in 2 days
Isnt dat power heh
Dun ask me how i got so much of da chocs ha..

A day i dun feel lk sayin much
So, the end.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Tis easter sunday is sinful!
Gluttony sense.
heh

Started off with a before-waking-up-tm wake up.
Bleahs..my hse's RADIO jus wen bonkers can.
My ear drums need insurance
My draggy feets got me off d sheets
Oh man...u guys slp at 12 i slp at 3 can!
*grumps

Lunch was thai fried rice Yum...
I realised i eat fried rice lk multiple times a week...hahs one of my favo
Im pretty bias wif my favos! *grins

Eh...im craving for...black rice.
N muah chee! haha
wth.

Afta lunch it was down twn
Supposedly litt miss jayne wanted to do litt bit of shoppin
But coz of time limitations
We jus walked round little bit
Den it was d YUMMILICOUS ice-cream outside far east
Mymy!
bonbon rocher n tiramisu!
Killer!

Received msg
So i wen off dwn paragon
Thanks for da easter egg :)
All made of choc! mMmm...
Now i gotta run more kms...! haha

Den shar happened to pass by wif her friend
I took lk few mins to recognise it was her!
lol...ok la u noe how blur i am alwiz..

den dwn to church
ok its bad i totally dozed off in church
im damn tired la!

Refreshments awaited us.
Dad's gonna get us supper ltrs.
Oh man.

Oh shites i hav so much to do.
Sighs.
h e l p.

Jay wen sheesha-ing yday!
I WANNA GO TOO! hee
Miss it all.

Nex week wld be "prince n me"
Altho i wld very much prefer "taking lives" or "my girl" ok mayb dat one ended alr.
N nex sat nite mayb i can club alr! lol


Miss You Nights

I've had many times I can tell you
Times when innocence I'd trade for company
And children saw me crying
I thought I'd had my share of that
But these miss you nights are the longest

Midnight diamonds stud my heaven
Southward burning lie the jewels that eye your place
And the warm winds that embrace me
Just as surely kissed your face
Yet those miss you nights they're the longest

Lay down,
Lay down all thoughts of your surrender
It's only me who's killing time
Play down,
Play down all dreams once remembered
It's just the same, this miss you game

Thinking of my going
How to cut the thread and leave it all behind
Looking windward for my compass
I take each day as it arrives
But these miss you nights are the longest

]]]]Like a broken reccord player
Back and forth and here and gone
and on and on and on and on....

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Man.
Can't believe how i spent my saturday
Not seeing the sun at all.
Slept few hrs fr las nite
Den headed sch early tis morn
N all da way till 9.
Tell me peeps, do i deserve da FUN afta 2 weeks?
I deserve ALL da FUN in da world man.
Fuckin so guai can.

Haha ok but work's nt reli done la haha.
Body ache lk shit
Hands all squished by da acid
I can't get out of da snicker addiction! heh
help.

All thanks to RACHEL...
i have tis BEAUTIFUL blu-black on my hand now..
feel so "beng ko" haha
She jus wanna use me as free labour n hlp her agitate all her prints!
=p
Jovin is jus soOooOooo nice!
haha

Can't wait for all to be over.
Can't wait for my turn
To be out in da sun.
:)

Friday..

Out at 9 am!
haha can u believe it my goodness!
ermm...wen to get stuff
186 journey was lk how long la..bleah
Da places dat still seemed like dey were
Funny how i still rem all dat dere n den.

Missed my stop haha
Walked a great deal man
Waterfront is damn nice tho!
Muz go dere explore someday! heh
Journey hm was lk hell can.
Journey took n hr and 40 mins
Dozed off
Woke up to tis foreign place
JURONG WEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wth!
i took d wrong direction!
URGH!
So...i had to travel ALL da way back...
I spent 4 hrs travellin in da bus!!!!!!!
Headache afta dat.
:(

Home to bathe.
Den town to mt shar.
Whole nite of shoppin!
haha...more of window shoppin!
We wen goo goo ga ga ova da G2000 ladies' workin suits
U noe..da SAMMI CHENG ones!
LOL!
Jus so "sat" la.
Woah.
*grins
SAMMI SAMMI SAMMI!!!!
Topshop has wierd ladies wear at present.
Mango has not a reli appealin range too
Warehse has all d pastels pastels make my hair stand haha
Ax has NICE clothes!
Of cos da price tags state da prices even nice ya! hurs
Dinner at Bk
Shar had da new burger i had da new cheese nuggets!
Da cheese should be d melted kind..wld be nicer!
I had to mk up for only havin instant noodles for lunch rite! haha
But we burnt all dun worry haha we walked lk how much oh!
We conquered all da major shoppin centres
except heerens...for some reason or so

At da traffic lite junction
Was reli concentratin n lookin at someone in front of me..
den POUNCE!
My dearest Jay dude jus had to made me jump! =p
We wen tog dwn marche to mt rach shit neighbour n rest of deir friends
Den da ones with curfews left..
Which leaves with onli me n jay actually
buahaha
Yes we said we shld curfew ourselves den!
Headed dwn esplanade to join tiffy and loo
Den tiffy jay n me walked dwn bq, cq, n sat at some closed pub.
It was sucha nice slp in d NR bus lor!
I was so afraid jay cldn wk up n miss her stop! haha
But jus cldn bear to wk her up coz she was slpin so soundly! hee

Streaks in da sky- Thursday
It's just the southern road that you leave by and open windows in your car.
It's the breathing of the city that says leave me behind.

Forget tomorrow side with the open road.
Pulled apart for you.
In the window unlocked and left open.
For the rising sun taking you back home.

If we never meet again it would be too soon.
I'm glad I ran from you and now my life's a mess.
And I'll have to admit that I have made a mistake.
And every path that I take has lead me right back to here.
And I never should have left.

It's just the second chance that I dreamt of.
When you took me into your lives.
But there's a peak we have to climb over.
so get a running start.

Sitting here.
Waiting a year.
Hoping for something to change your mind
and in this time I'll see that this is all we have.
Before I leave I'm opening that door in my house.
To face the ones I've left behind.
Portrait of a man who stayed.
His face is folded up and grayed.
But there's something in his eyes that tells me this is the life for me.

Do u get the story behind dis song?
Da last 3 sentences disclose.
One who ran away frm home, frm dad.
Wow...gd lyrics.

Tom is...sunday.
I tink ill stay hm to do work..or shld i say rest haha
Im deprived of dat can!
:)

A slip of the tongue
tells it all
If u classify it dere
I shall den classify it dere too

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Out of sch at 830
Treated delights 3 mini snickers :)
My only joy, hehs.

Acid stained,
strength drained.

Tom is but another day.

Can't help but sometimes feel..
sth's wrong.
Do u feel it too

Maybe its jus dat empty space

I watched some martial arts serial.
lol yes.
Amazed by deir moves
When i was young i used to watch n den do d moves myself haha
N even drew some "manual"
wth! Ok stupid kid.

Anyways i was eatin my dinner
Den d show wanna be how sad la
Aiyas.
Its wat i was in.
Does it happen to everyone
or i was jus one

Such is d greatest ache
To lose n learn
it was d last u eva wan to lose
No knowin, how to look at it
How to deal
But sometimes its not how i think about it

Ah wells
A walk outside will do me good.
Ciao

:)

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Monday is over yay!
haha but doesn reli mk a diff actually..
coz tom will still be...a day of..no rest..-bleah-

Today wasn dat bad tho
Haha ok mayb i didn stay for lecture? heh
Oh wells i guess my low blood pressure is back
or mayb plus all da stress
Yday n today ive been feelin faint
When i got up, i saw black.
Gosh tot i wld reli faint lor
buahaha but betta nt i dun hav d tm to lie on hospital bed can! haha
N b4 goin for lesson denise was sayin...fwah ur face damn pale leh..
N d rest said i mus be freaked out bcoz gotta present ltr.
I tot dey were jus crappin ard..
Until i walked into da lift
Boinks! I saw tis white sheet...supposedly me!
I look fucken lk ghost! whiter mayb..mayb d Casper kind...lol
D gers wanted to lend me blusher can! =p
My lips are all cracked... pain...

Anyways presentation was lk shit can
So damn funny la!
Comedy.
haha n filled so many visuals... illicit visuals dat is.. haha *nose bleed


Tom got another presentation eh...
I haven even chosen my topic..so dun even tok bout d preparation d multimedia slides or wateva shites...haha

Ai...ill never be able to finish my projs...
I'll black out flat b4 im done wif dem.


///// In my dreams i'll never let go...

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Went to cemetry today
Mum
My respects to you.


Sat in sch doin work
Wat the fuck
N guess wats for lunch?
2 SNICKERS bars!
heh dat makes 7 snicker bars within 3 days! haha
Mac brkfast was a good treat too! :)

Deep tots are rammed at
Simple are seen as trash
Wat den?

Yes..
D rest all meant alot
Only tis one is nothing k

Makes me ponder n all the mess up sets in...

I tink i needa go out be out and breathe.

///Its not the way i wanna feel...but everytime it hits me i get all knocked down.

`One day it will all be done. When will d day come.

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

I can only say FUCK.
I transferred all my DONE files to my pen drive
N suddenly poop d fuckin pen drive wen bonkers, spoilt, unreadable.
Unreadable in all d coms all kind of coms
All da com labs i ran all ova sch
Nth.
Hopeless.
Gone case.
When i wen to see lecturer to explain to him
I felt my heart so fuckin ache i felt tears formin on my eyes can...
I noe i won even bother myself n feel so much for WORK. but
I AM RELI UPSET.
U noe wat dat means...
Whole week of everyday workin from nine to nine?
How many blinkin hours is dat!
How many problems ive encountered...
How many times i wanted to gif up....but sat dere to figure it out...to do it ova n ova again...
Aiya who would be able to understand dat..
N when dad finds out dat friggin expensive drive is spoilt when its jus been bought
I noe wat im gonna get again.
All.....a sigh.
I noe tis sub for whole semm ive lost 40% for i nv handed up my 1st proj..
Ok dun tok bout it hai...jus for some reasons i gave it up for sth else...which now isn even here anymore
Now...now...do i jus fuck it or REDO? :(
Not forgettin all my other proj datelines...ok which im totally goner too...

Forget bout work la k.
I will blog another new section bout today coz i dun wanna it go wif all dese STRESS.
Enough.

////Coz i am wearing out, in need of my cure which neva would be here for me.....

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Wat was i bloggin d otha nite...
Its a damn long entry eh
almos an hr of bloggin...
haha nonsence dat is.

Im sayin im dyin.
Walk out of sch every nite at 7 or 8 dese whole week
N today 9!
So my sch's from 9 to 9!
Can u believe it...dats lk 12 blinkin hrs!
People work 9 to 5 still get paid while i dun!
:(
Its not only a matter of doing work
But oso all da 7 subj major proj datelines all crashing in..
N when technology fails u..
dats wat i get..i tink i spent a total of 50 hrs or so in front of d com screen from monday.
Gettin migraine
I have a fuckin feelin tom d files will all play me out n i can jus fail once again
Like today some of d files cant be opened
den d pen drive suddenly all couldn be read
n ALL my files r inside
Ok but it was almos 9 n i fuckin cant be bothered to do d pages again
So i jus walked out.
Da otha subjs aint doin well too
Im takin lk 4 hrs to do one print in da darkroom
Fuck i got lk 20 prints to do?
Its obvious i dun hav d time of my world to finish it..
I gotta speed up man URGH
N many many otha more projs!

But dese days i dun mind being buried in so much work
It gets me off track

Oh i had my SNICKERS already!
hee
3 yday n 2 today!
buahaha
2weeks from now durin hols
I gotta huff n puff real hard man
Burn all da fatty fats hurs
If not i won be able to even go in Chinablack's door.
=p
I LOVE nutella ferrero!!!!
Dip in my finger n lick it whole.....
mMmmm...
sound digusting?
haha ive got my own personnal bottle of it la!
Ok..see y i need to reli work it out durin d hols?
Every nite at 1 i hav supper noe...
Fatty bom bom haha

My korea show is so funny now!!
I reli luff out loud in d middle of d nite while watchin...hee
Yay...the two finalli say it out n are tog already... :)
But d 1 30 show jus wanna be so sad la...
How does one deal wif death
Esp the one you love
Why does the pain pierce rite inside?
Because
It only means u can never tell the person what u wanted to say
Or tot u could say some day

Autumn said yday dat i am eatin reli fast dese days
haha mayb bcoz its da dateline crashing weeks
N ive been pia-ing for my work
So everything i do is fast-paced now hurhurs

Its so bad even in my dreams i see myself working can...
So tiring...have to work even in my dreams..
haha
N ive been having wierd wierdest dreams too...
oh wells...

I like breathe easy by blue! Can you help me by Usher!

I am a mega choc addict.
Certain dat is. :)

I cant rem wat else i blogged den..


Now baby tell me what you wanna do with me
You know you Gotta nigga feelin' like Jodeci
Every time that you roll with me, holdin' me
Tryin' to get control of me
Nice and slowly
You know
Never lettin' go
Never messin' up the flow
Dis is how the hook go


I am so tired i look forward to bedtime!
:)

? and i stand in the
wonder of your love

Jovin

I believe in gravity but i don believe in tis world// I see not white n black but mostly greys// Smile like u mean it// Jus a ride go round n round-Life// Only best thing-u fill my little world//


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