Tuesday, August 03, 2004 @Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Tom not goin sch again fri too.
So tis week only wen sch once.
Ha how good more can dis be.
Ive learnt to count my blessings each day
It can be too late.
"Less one friend wouldn make a difference
As u have so many friends around u.."
Do not say dat..
It isn't how i feel.
And u do not noe how much dat difference means to me.
A reli cherished person
A reli long tm friend i hold so close to my heart,
And shes so much more.
I always thought dere would never be a goodbye for us.
For who would expect years to be forgotten.
It is quite hard to believe even till now.
And in me deres so much of hurt and disappointment.
But all of dese is not our wish,
its not even in our control.
I cant selfishly want things to be wat i want
Dats y i won ask from her,
i won even let her noe.
All of the mixed feelings dat crash in
D hate dat is encored by love, care for tis special friend.
And all of the moments tog dey crash n flashback to me,
and i see dem vividly wif my tears filled eyes
as if every moment was only yday dat it happened.
4 yrs doesn't make a bond dat will break so easily,
at least to me.
But within all the shatterness in my hrt,
I am happy
To see the way u are now
The dedicated you now
The reason lacking den dat i never told u wat i wanted to say.
Its always said, "I wished i could go back to d past."
But now for me, my wish is for the future.
I do not noe if in years down the road
will dere come a day when u will return
d day when we will be sitting dere tog
tellin each other how life's been n luffing over all d funny things
Like how we always used to do.
But i believe the 4 years dat we've seen through,
The friendship, the special bond between us have made it dat
somehow we'll noe inside even if nothing has been spoken.
I dunno if my waiting will ever be futile,
But it doesn matter how long it'll be when the day will come
The day when i receive a call or msg from u
I will smile
For den ill noe our bond have won the battle,
Against time, against wat we didn dare to believe
And den we will noe everything.
*As for tonite
let me cry
For every moment of the 4 years...
For the things i wanted to say but never did
For never telling u how much i actually cherish u inside
Tis is for u,
My dear friend.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
