Tuesday, August 03, 2004 @Tuesday, August 03, 2004
So its a day buried in work.
2 days ago as i was sitting n dreaming away,
Miss jayne came up n said "Why r u frowning?"
I didn even realise it.
Today as i walk out of my gate,
d security guard said to me "Do u think alot?"
I asked "why?"
He replied, "Ur face tells so."
So the heavy mind dese days hav found its mark on my face?
It reminds me of buddy's monk friend who also "saw" correctly dat ive been thinking alot
N asked me not to think so much or ill go crazy.
Mayb dats d way....dat ill go crazy someday?
hur.
Tis is even crazy..
I lost my wallet 3 times 2day. ill say almost.
While in 72 to sch, i swopped frm a behind seat to a more front one coz i was feelin sick from d journey
10 mins ltr i felt someone tappin on my shoulder.
D guy asked if dat was my wallet
Indeed it was.
I tot of how bad it was gonna be if i had lost my wallet.
On my way hm from sch
In 69 to tamp interchange
Alighted n was gonna board 72 when i cldn find my wallet
After standin dere stoned to d ground for a while
I walked to d customer svc area n to my delight
i saw an uncle wif my wallet he was gonna report it lost
I was so relieved i tell ya.
Den i boarded 72
Dozed off.
Suddenly woke up,
somehow i felt wierd so i checked my wallet.
It wasn in my bag..
i checked d floor it wasn dere either.
Luckily reli luckily, i shifted to another seat to check
N dere it was on my seat i had dropped it
Can u imagine if i gave up searching i would hav left d bus wo lookin bac at my seat n lost it
I somehow tot it was wierd to hav happened 3 times a day.
But i reli count my luckiness
For i could foresee my dad angrily shooting me wif "Tell me, wheres ur mind?"
A qn i never could ans bcoz it held truths indeed
My mind's not dere.
For photography class
we pinned up all our street casting potential models
N tell me how bizarre can it get, when i caught 4 faces dat i knew of from d other grp's collection.
Den it was a video of a photographer.
N so it was an hr plus of watchin nude women on screen
D only good news today was dat vsc proj dateline postphoned nex week
Tell me should i luff or shld i cry
Dat means gotta go bac sch on our hol.
but its a gd thing as i realised today it couldn possibly hav been completed by fri.
I had misjudged d work time required.
Not even done my proposal, development sketchbook, n POP.
In fact ive not even purchased my materials nor print for my POP.
tell me how to die.
But printin d cd booklet covers n stickers alone cost me lk 40 ova bucks yday.
Sigh.
I guess i won go sch tom..
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Tell me how one can be not pessimistic
In a world like this
