Monday, August 30, 2004 @Monday, August 30, 2004
I didn slp whole of las nite
i couldn slp.
I am not going sch today
I am not gettin a mc either.
Beyond that door
I hear all the words clear
Thanks for the no understanding given
Thanks for adding on to the pressure inside of me
dat is already suffocating me up to tis throat of mine.
And therefore, forgif me for the thoughts dat formed in my mind.
All thats bottling me makes me a destroyer, a murderer.
U see me all smiles
U see me going out
U see me when im not doin
But i failed to make u see that i, too, need a break.
I do not like to do things in front so that pple can see me doing and think good
But do not misunderstand the other side of me and rob me of my hard efforts.
She will be sponsered.
Bcoz she will make her the perfect one
Theres no worries theres no doubt
All dat she does not do for me
will be done for her.
Or should i say everything would be kept for her.
All of these
My whole life fate has been changed
Bcoz of one fact
I do not have a mother.
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
