Thursday, July 22, 2004 @Thursday, July 22, 2004
I have nth much to write actually..
But jus feel lk writing
N judgin from d way i write
I guess a long essay would come out in no tm anyways
haha.
Tis week..
Ive mentally been drained, almos lk a dead corpse.(ok,dat description wasn much necessary)
Been slpin at lk 4 for nites..
Ok, wldn wan to mk it sound lk i did SO much work
Coz i only get started at lk 11 for dats when d mood sets in 4 work.
But u cld say its pretty an amt of work done too.
Fuck, more to go.
Pls kill me.
Dun even wan to tink abt it
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Every day i wished i were a day before.
Did i mention judy was admitted to d hospital 4 d 2nd tm..
Yes n everyones stressed out n exhausted physically as well
Shes ok, for now.
Hope shes fine.
Maybe i set judgements on people a tad too quick,
but i cant tear my wary down.
Deres no more room for believes anymore.
Or maybe it takes time.
///This time im saving myself.
And since those said were said elsewhere
Its lost its worth
And pardon me if i have doubts if it was ever meant true
Stars?
By punggol end.
Its been so so long...years.
Rite...ive done it see its a long entry already heh.
With each paragraph talkin bout a different thing..
Ok, Ta is rite.. she says ull not get wat im saying in my blog..haha
But dats good, dats wat its meant to be.
Since i do not write a diary anymore its where i can write wat i wan and to keep.
N its my 3rd degree of secrecy in terms of "diaries".
Dat is to say, d 3rd dat contains d most secrets.
1st is my organiser, 2nd my ... blog, n 3rd tis blog.
:)
Im tired....................
ciao.
