Monday, July 12, 2004 @Monday, July 12, 2004
Didn go to sch today.
Ive fallen ill.
Besides my usual not-drinking-enuf to blame,
I guess been slpin at wee hrs of d morn is somewhat d cause.
Lunch shall be honey stars
Ok, besides d thick coated nutella bread dat granny forbided me to touch(but apparently i had my way haha)
Last nite caught Brotherhood in shaw towers
Almos got my butt lost ha
But if u see, im into wierd wierd places far away dese days.
War shows r good.
Dey show d ugliest side of man.
But do not let d mild admirable side of men slip u.
The way one sacrifices for his loved ones.
Quite bloody quite grusome.
Limbs get blown off lk nobodys biz.
D worse is still d injured soldier who puked
sayin his stomach felt pain
N when dey lifted up his shirt
Dere were lk hundreds of maggots feedin on his open up wounds.
Fuck sia.
U will see
How one soldier from d beginning of war days he holds back his strikes
To when he gave in pleads of his enemy n lets him off
Only to be bitten back by d very same one he showed his grace on
To the next enemies he comes to face with
He kills dem without a blink of d eye
N stabs n multiple shots to double check dat dey lay dead
Can u blame dem for wat brought dem to today?
Trust broken
U can only build a protection wall around u
N be more wary from den
Sometimes we are like dat.
U gave ur best to fight a war.
U received a medal fr d president 4 goin beyond ur call of duty.
But d nex min u see ur side killin ur loved one
Bcoz of a slight miscommunication
And yet anther taken to be captive n ltr "killed"
Would u go berserk?
Like d guy did.
Sometimes life's like dat.
D show lasted 3 hrs n ended at twelve
No last bus n hence had to tk cab, once again.
Boy am i so broke.
So much things to do..
sigh.
