Thursday, May 13, 2004 @Thursday, May 13, 2004
//The plan we had for todayDoubt its rememberedHows the night sight over at your sideWith a thought with a piercin painI think of yesterdaysI thought of the barely touchesI thought of the moments we came almost closeI thought of the words saidI thought of the time we sat beside each otherI thought of all the nitesand all of the feelingsU r glad and awayFar from my sideAre u very happy now thenWat r u doin nowHave anything been missedHave u ever for even one second regrettedDon't u know when u left u tore me apartNow in me is only a stinging painAs i thought of it i slowly dieIs tis true is tis reali wished it were all but a bad dreamWhen i wake up tom mornini will see it is only but a nightmareSo tat the promises the feelings i hold for uthey are cherished and not for me to also to be forsakenCoz it hurts me so muchto think i must let them goHow did u do ithow did ur heart actually came to itMy head hurts my heart hurtsnobody can tell me the reasons n even i donno the reasons why i feel all this painThe distance so killsdo u noe what it is like for me tonightfor every hurting niteWhy do all these promises u make n then breakwhy do u say forever when u have the heart to leave mewhy do u say all those things to hurt me so so muchwhy could u walk away while i am still herewhy..Take me awayaway from all of tis miserablesi want to stop thinkingi want to stop feeling
? and i stand in the
wonder of your love
