Tuesday, February 10, 2004 @Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Im so, so tired.
Wen out take shoots
B4 dat while travellin in d bus
Looked at the outsides
Den b4 i noe it i alr dozed off
lk reli dat kinda doze off dat u cant wake up
Den bang!
My head knocked against d window n i woke up.
Gd thing tho else i wld hav missed d stop..
altho ya d journey took me a whole hour
*sighs
I can't describe tis trip any betta.
It was the worst.
A thousand steps up
down
up
n dwn n up...
I got lost.
N i cldn find d place.
Walked round...n round...
Coming back to d same place ova n OVA again.
Walked a whole path of road
Tot muz hav been d wrong way
But who noes it was near end alr
Yet i had to turn n try d otha way
So u see i was goin in circles...
Ai i was reli gonna jus gif up n throw my bag dwn n sit dere...
wherever i am.
Dunno wat kept me goin...
Fuckin blacks get on my nerves.
Den i had to bump into another crazy person again
i alwiz do on my trips y?
Ran into a couple heh-heh-ing too
D guys hand was not dere
Den saw it was behind d ger's shirt(front mind u)
haha entertainment.
Saw a grp of jap ger sch students
N i walked away...bcoz..
i got shy haha
when dey kept lookin.
Things got reli bad
I was on d verge of givin up.
I walked for a whole 2 n 3 quartz hour
b4 i finalli found it.
I realise its not easy at all to reach dat place
Yet d otha tm did by coincidence
so fated.
D exact spot.
sighs.
Could still see..
Den i still cldn find d exact tree..
reli wen up n dwn d whole place many times..
hai.
Had to gif up since reli cldn find.
But jus den i found...
D red little ones.
Finally.
All d bendin downs got me aching..
D sun burnin down on me made it much worse.
Suddenly felt a sharp pain on my feet
Fuck tis fuckin huge red ant d size of my thumb was on me
I looked closer d place was lk infested wif dese creatures
But i cldn gif up
Jus had to go on...
I bent, almos touchin d tree n grounds.
My hands n my fav brown sneakers were all soiled
More ants on me fuckin painful bites
Den mosquitoes were all attackin me
Its lk i tk a look deres lk 3 on my one hand at one tm
N dey had white spotty legs
I won be suprised if dey gif me dengue fever in no tm
i wanted so much to...leave.
It wasn easy at all.
Reli.
But i stayed.
Finally done.
I wasn in good shape in any sense already.
N got lost, once again.
Survived barely to d station.
bumped into neighbour good thing.
Den bumped into maine in hrtland mall
acc her n loolin awhile
I still feel d itch eeps.
Deres so many bites on me now
:(
Feel d tired body giving way....
But i guess when u put ur hrt in it,
its worthed it.
A fool's day.
